Shawn Mendes Imagines

Mountains •five•

the only reason i don't want to make this into a book is because it would be too short.

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I woke up to the sound of shawn walking into the room. I sat up on the couch and looked up at him.

"You still sleep all the time." He said shaking his head and handing me my food. I didn't say anything, I just took the food from his hand.

He sat down on the couch beside me and began eating also. We ate in a awkward silence. I finished before him and threw my trash in the bag before getting up to get my phone. I unplugged it from the charger and noticed that I had a text from my mom. I decided to just call her instead of texting.

"Hey hun." She said when she answered the phone.

"Hey mom." I said sighing.

"Please don't tell me you're calling me because you killed him." My mom said making me smile and roll my eyes.

"No, not yet." I said making her laugh a little.

"Well since you guys haven't killed each other I guess everything is going somewhat smoothly, right?" She asked.

"Surprisingly, yes it is." I said truthfully. He was still rude, but he was a lot nicer than usual.

"That's good. I don't mean to cut it short, but i'm extremely exhausted. I will call you in the morning okay?" She said before yawning.

"Okay, I love you." I said yawning also.

"Love you too." We both hung up. I carried my phone back into the living room and sat back down in my spot. I opened my messages to see if Alex texted back.

Alex- I'm sorry for what I did. I know I hurt you, and I feel awful knowing that I hurt the girl I love.

Me- Fuck off Alex

I pushed my brows together, I didn't even know Alex texted me so how-

"Shawn," I said his name angrily. He looked over at me with a confused look, "Why the hell did you text Alex?"

He shrugged and sat down the drink he had been sipping on, "Because you don't need to go back to that."

Seriously? Who is he to tell me what I shouldn't do.

"That gave you no right to text him off of my phone. That is my business not yours." I said shaking my head as turned off my phone.

"Oh so it's wrong when I do it, but it was okay for you to send that text to lauren." He said making my blood boil.

"That was different shawn." I said trying not to yell.

when shawn and i were friends he started to see lauren. they were together for a few months before she started to screw him over. i hated to see shawn that way, so i went off on her. i did it because i didn't want to see my best friend in the state he was in. when she got out of his life he was much more happy and less moody.

"Please tell me how because i'm pretty sure that it is the sa-," i cut him off.

"I did it because you were always an emotional wreck when you guys were together. one second you would be smiling and laughing and the next you would be punching a wall, it wasn't good for you, and i hated seeing you like that. " I said making him clench his jaw. he was silent for a few second until i got up to go to my room.

"i did it because i didn't want him to do what he almost did last time." he said making me stop in front of the bedroom door. i swallowed hard and turned to look at him.

"you promised you wouldn't bring that up."  i said so softly i'm surprised he heard me.

"are you just going to ignore the fact that he almost forced you to do it?" He asked standing up from the couch and looking at me confused with pushed brows.

"no, and if you really even thought i would go back out with him you really don't know me." I said shaking my head.

"seriously? i knew you for most of my life and you think i don't know you? i know you wouldn't but i know how alex is. if i didn't know you how would i know your favorite candy and drink, how would i know your damn mcdonalds order that you got over a hundred times on our midnight runs, how would i know that you have the most annoying habit of popping your knuckles, if i didn't know you how would i know that you cried almost all night when you found out one direction broke up, there are so many things about you that i know like the back of my hand. i know all of these things because i loved you, you were my best friend. so don't sit there and dare say i don't know you." shawn said making tears fill my eyes. he walked out of the living room and headed to the other bedroom.

i finally reached my breaking point, "why did you do it?" he stopped and turned to look at me, "why did you decide you didn't want me in your life anymore? was i too annoying, did you just get tired of me? please tell me because i can't take this anymore." i said as tears fell down my cheeks.

the room grew silent. i wiped my tears that fell and shook my head, "whatever, just forget it." i said shaking my head and turning the door handle to walk in my room. i slammed the door behind me and plopped down on the bed as i cried. what hurt the most is that he said, loved, past tense. i knew this would be disastrous.

i'm not too confident about this chapter, so i really hope you guys like it.