Shawn Mendes Imagines

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"why are we even going on a trip with them?" I asked my mom as I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest. 

"You need to drop the attitude y/n, just because you and shawn don't get along, does not mean that Karen and I don't." She said as she poured the spaghetti noodles into the boiling water. 

"You know we don't get along, so why are you forcing me to go on this trip?" I asked angrily. 

"Because you were just complaining about not doing anything for you summer break, so when Karen asked us to go I told her you would go too,"  She said turning to away from the stove to face me, "The only time you will really have to deal with Shawn is when you two go down there before us." 

I dropped my jaw. Is she serious? She really wants me to travel 6 hours in a car with the someone that i have hated for years. Not to mention he hates my guts also. Then she wants me to stay with him before they come up there. Shawn and I can't spend more than 20 minutes together without arguing. 

"How many days?" I asked pushing my brows together. 

"A week." She shrugged. 

"This is unbelievable." I mumbled and put my head in my hands. 

"This might be good for you two. Maybe you will be best friends like you used to be, now get me the tomato sauce." She demanded. I sighed and reached for the sauce. 

You might think i'm overreacting, right? Well I can assure you that i am not. Shawn and I have known  each other since we were 3. We were best friends up until Junior year of high school. We started to hang out with different people, so we started to drift away. Also Shawn started singing more and getting more involved with things that revolved around it. I always thought he had an amazing voice, and I would encourage him to get it out there. He started to post videos of him singing and he ended up getting recognized for it.  He got asked to join a tour called Magcon, and that is when our friendship for sure ended. When he came back I found out he got signed to Island Records, and the rest is history. He is a pop sensation now.

 So you're probably wondering, you only hate each other because you grew apart? No. That is not why. It all started when Shawn brought one of the containers that my mom had put cookies in for Aaliyah. I was excited to see him, but he could care less about me. It was like I was a stranger to him. 

"Oh my god Shawn! How are you?" I asked when I saw him in the kitchen.  

He looked at me confused for a second and swallowed hard. "I'm fine." 

His voice was blunt and didn't have his usual joyful tone. 

"How was tour?" I asked trying to look past his unusual behavior. 

"Good." He was being short with me and i didn't understand why. 

"what is wrong?" I asked becoming more confused and worried. 

"Look Y/n,"  He said calling me by my name which he never did, he usually called me by my nickname, "I think it would be best if we don't hang out anymore." He said before walking past me. 

"Wait shawn," I said feeling my heart literally breaking. He walked out without saying another word. 

Ever since then whenever we are forced to see each other since our parents are close, we either argue or ignore each other. I've learned to get used to it and quit crying over him.

If I am being honest it hurt so bad because my feelings for shawn were more than just wanting to be friends. I wanted more, and I felt so stupid for thinking he did too. 

No one really knew why we quit being friends. Our parents just think we grew out of each other like we were clothes. I thought it would be better for them to think that instead of actually telling them. I don't even know what I would even tell them anyway. Shawn ended our eleven year friendship unexpectedly and I have no idea why. 

Well I better go pack for this amazing trip coming, can't wait. 

If you don't get sarcasm i'm sorry.