Shawn Mendes Imagines

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everything is so public. the dates, kisses, hugs, arguments. everywhere you look a camera flashes taking yet another photo of me and shawn. i love shawn with all my heart, but it's getting too much. not to mention all the hate. i knew it would be like this when i started dating him, but i didn't think it would be this public. it's like we went on one date, and everyone knew. when we came out and said we were dating, it wasn't really a surprise to anyone.

"what are you thinking about?" shawn asked placing his large hand on my thigh. i snapped out of my thoughts and looked up at him.

"nothing." i lied smiling softly to make it more believable.

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"he's just a friend shawn!" i said for what feels like the sixteenth hundredth time.

"it sure as hell doesn't look like he's just a friend." shawn said plopping down the magazine on the wooden coffee table. i couldn't believe he was making such a big deal about this. all i did was have lunch with one of my old guy friends. some paparazzi took a photo of us laughing, and titled it, "is shawn mendes' girlfriend cheating?!" do you know how many photos of shawn and some other girl are taken and plastered everywhere? nobody ever says anything about him, but leave it to me to be seen with a guy and apparently i am cheating.

"if you don't believe me over some fake ass magazine then maybe we shouldn't be together." his face softened as he processed what i said.

"what's that supposed to mean?" shawn asked pushing me over the edge. he knows exactly what it means.

"i can't do this anymore shawn. everything we do is posted every where. we can't even leave the house together without being blinded with flash from photographers. it's too much for me shawn. i thought i could handle it, but i can't." i shook my head and pushed past him up to our shared bedroom.

"y/n, i'll tell my manager to deal with the paparazzis, i'll do whatever it takes, just please don't leave." shawn said stopping me in front of the bedroom door. he doesn't get it. no matter what he does, it will still feel like a lot of pressure is on me. i love shawn, but i can't keep feeling this way.

"i'm sorry shawn."

this sucks, but i don't really know how to end it soooo here you go I guess.