we all have something that we can't just get rid of. maybe it's a thing, habit, or even someone. in my case the thing i can't quit is someone i'm madly in love with. no matter how much they hurt me, or push me away i always try to come back.
i don't want to quit seeing him, or talking to him before i fall asleep. whenever his name pops up on my phone my heart stops.
but what i feel for him isn't mutual. i'm just here until he finds someone he loves. i'm just the one he calls for when he needs me late at night. shawn doesn't love me. that's why i need to quit loving him.
but it's difficult. it's like quitting smoking cigarettes. you get the urge to inhale the smoke to fulfill the craving of nicotine, but once you quit you realize how bad it is for you.
so eventually i quit texting him back, answering his calls, liking his photos on Instagram, checking to see if he's posted anything on his story, and about 3 lonely months later,
i quit loving him.
Sooo I have no clue what this is, but I got the idea out of no where
YOU ARE READING
Shawn Mendes Imagines
FanfictionMy second Shawn Mendes Imagines if you want more check out my 2 other imagine books along with "The Cabin," "Wrong Number," "Remember," and "Wrong." That all include Shawn Mendes. Enjoy ❤️
