Shawn Mendes Imagines

Every little thing

Second time writing this bc the first time I did if got erased fml, anyways hope you enjoy :/

She was different. A good different though, not a bad one. She was everything to me. I don't know what I would do without her to be honest. The day she walked into that classroom I remember the feeling of my heart beating against my rib cage. It was like every thing around me just stopped. It was in that moment that I knew,

I had to get to know you.

And when I did, it was like turning that pages to an intriguing book. All of the things I found out about you were so fascinating and grasped my attention. I still remember all the things you told me. I also the littlest things that made my love for you grow even more. Such as you pushing a piece of hair behind your ear, the way your eyes light up when you talk about your favorite songs that month, or how you chip the glossy black nail polish that you have painted perfectly even on your left hand.

Those are all the memories that run through my head everyday, but not as much as the heartbreaking ones that make my heart ache every time.

"You shouldn't love me Shawn." She said shaking her head.

"What? What do you-." She cut him off by jumping off the bed.

"I'm a mess Shawn! An emotional mess that you shouldn't have to be involved in. I ruin everyone's life that get close to me," she said as tears filled her eyes. Shawn's heart was slowly breaking seeing her like this. He took her cold hand in his large, warm ones.

"I wouldn't mind you ruining my life," he said smiling a little. She lifted her head to meet his brown eyes with her bloodshot ones.

"You should go,"

And after that they never spoke again. Shawn called her many of times, but only heard her voice on her voicemail. It was slowly killing Shawn to know that she was gone. Every day he would wake up with her on his mind, and go to sleep thinking about her. He loved her so much that it hurt him. On some nights he would just lay there staring up at the ceiling remembering every little thing about her. Every little thing he would never see again.

You should always give second chances, right?