Saint was going to be pissed because we were supposed to be doing this interview in like an hour but I got caught up with my work; that's been happening a lot lately but I felt like I was finally making progress. As I stood in our bathroom washing the blood from my hands, I looked at myself in the mirror and checked my face making sure there were no visible signs of damage, the last thing I wanted was for people to start thinking Saint was abusive. I finally cleaned most of the blood before hopping in the shower, over these last few weeks I finally felt like I was making progress with Ymir and had it not been for this interview I think I could've cracked him today, oh well there's always tomorrow. I finished my shower and threw my hair into a sloppy ponytail, just as Saint had text me that he was about to pull up, fuck it I didn't have much time.... I grabbed my suitcase and started throwing clothes into the bag, I decided to fuck with Saint a little bit just to see how he'd react; lately, he's been thinking he was in charge and I wanted to remind him who held all the cards. About a minute later I heard Saint running up the stairs and I took a deep breath.... here goes nothing.
"Ayy bae we gotta get going so I hope..... where the fuck are you going?" Saint said walking into our bedroom, I looked at him and rolled my eyes. "Mario. Where. Are. You. Going?" Saint said walking over to me and started going through my bags.
"Move Toussaint....." I said pushing him back and he stood there looking at me. "Yo forreal I'm not feeling this anymore.... like what he had was coo but lately this shyt has become boring. Like you a coo dude and everything and I'm sure you make somebody really happy, it just ain't gonna be me." I said walking over to the closet and grabbed a few more things.
"Man I don't have time for these game Mario... we gotta get to this interview in like thirty minutes and you know traffic is about to be crazy." Saint said looking at me.
"Nigga does it look like I'm playing...." I said showing him my hand where his engagement ring used to sit.... now before everyone starts trippin, I never wear my ring whenever I'm spending time with my new best friend Ymir. "Like I said Toussaint shyt was coo, we had a nice little run but I feel like we've gone as far as we can in this relationship." I said zipping the suitcase.
"Baby tell me what I did.... like is it because I'm working too much? Am I not giving you any attention? Tell me what I did wrong so I can fix it....." Saint said walking over to me. "Please let's just talk about this Mario." Saint said quietly.
"Yeah... you working a lot has something to do with it, then it's like you've lost your spark... I'm tired of faking like I'm happy in public and in private..... lately, your skills have fallen off in the bedroom...." I said and Saint looked like I had just punched him in the face. "It's like I said Toussaint, you've lost your smile or something... and I feel like I just need to leave and let you handle whatever you're going through by yourself." I said, damn I was really selling this performance. Saint walked over to me and what he did knocked me off balance a little; he grabbed my waist with one hand and my face with the other pulling me super close to his body, his eyes peering into mine.
"If you think I'm about to let the love of my life walk out this house without giving me the chance to fix things then you got me fucked up Mario. I. LOVE. YOU. I've been in love with you since a nigga was still in regular Magnums... I'm not letting you leave, fuck that interview, we're going to stay here and talk about this like adults." Saint said his voice cracking a little and even though he was getting emotional he was leaving no doubt in my mind that he was in charge. "So talk to me Mario.... what can I do to fix this as your fiancee....." He said rubbing my face gently.
"Nothing bruh.... we're done." I said and Saint shook his head.
"Prove it... look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me and I'm warning you now Mario you got ten seconds because if you can't I'm throwing you on the bed and I'm going to show you that I still got my spark." Saint said gripping my ass.
