Paris was going back to Howard in a few days and I wasn't ready.... but I've actually enjoyed the time we've spent together it's given me a reason to avoid my mom; I just wasn't ready to talk to her despite Uncle Legacy constantly harassing me saying that I should at the very least have a conversation with her. Then there was Cam.... our relationship has actually gotten better but I've been avoiding him too because he had been pressuring me to talk with my mom as well I knew eventually I would have to a conversation with her but not today, today was all about me and Paris. We walked around the mall hand in hand I was I wondering why the fuck we came here if we wanted to be alone? Christmas was in a few days so this place was packed and I really didn't like being around a bunch of people especially given everything that's been happening these last few months. Nah I couldn't think about that.... focus on the good and not the bad, but that was sorta difficult because I really didn't see any good in anything that's happened.
"So are you excited?" Paris asked and I looked at her confused, she knew how much I detested Christmas so either she was asking me about something else or she didn't know me at all. "About having some more additions to your already massive family, Camille is pregnant, Ivanna is pregnant, Alex has a kid on the way, and I'm pretty sure that I'm forgetting someone but I know you gotta be somewhat excited." Paris asked.
"I guess but at this point, it's too be expected and truthfully I feel like they're all copying after me, I started this trend and now everyone wants to steal my shine." I said looking down at my daughter who was sleeping in her stroller. "But if they're anything like Troix they can keep them because that little boy... though I love him to death, he's a lot to deal with."
"I love Trox.... he's too cute but Jakari is my favorite no shade, he's so quiet and polite but I can't even stunt whenever I'm back at school and Jade calls to check on me, I gotta talk to Troix because my roommate loves him. She thinks Troix is the most adorable little boy alive. But Mi'Nessa is the most beautiful baby alive, though I may be biased." Paris said.
"What are we going to do Paris? I mean I don't want Mi'Nessa growing up like I did, resenting us for giving her up and turning into Camille." I said half joking/ half-serious.
"Corinthian you turned out fine..... yeah you and Cam have had y'alls issues and you and Liberty are going through some things at the moment but you're fine Mi'Nessa will have us to be there every step of the way and she'll know that we did what we had to do because we loved her. I think we should get her back because it's cold as fuck and I don't want my baby out here too long, and as much as like the house you're living in can we please go to your parents house tonight because I'm really tired of seeing random girls walking around ass naked every time I wanna get some water.... Oh and another thing....." Paris said and the entire ride to my dads house I was getting lectured about how I better not be fuckin ay of them hoes Trinity and Marcel have over the house.....
I loved my brother, Noah was my idol..... but that nigga was an idiot, he was really sitting there having a serious argument with a three-year-old, and I'm not talking about a joking argument I mean him and Troix were seriously arguing, like I could tell my big bro was seriously upset and Troix wasn't backing down.
"Noah, are you seriously arguing with a child?" I asked giving him the side-eye because in this situation Noah was the one looking childish and petty.
"He's a traitor...." Noah said looking at Troix who was clutching a basketball tightly and looking at Noah, almost daring him to take the ball from him. "He better hope I don't leave his little badass here." Noah said.
"I.... I.... I NOT CARE DADDY BITCH!!!! I STAY UNTA TORI!!!!" Troix said jumping into my lap, as my dads, Marquise, Jade, Ace, and the kids walked into the living room.
