I was standing on my balcony, watching the city move below me..... it was kinda cold outside even for a summer night so I decided to go back into the house where he was waiting for me.... He didn't speak but his eyes told me exactly what he wanted....why was I so damn nervous though? I've had sex plenty of times but this felt new.... different.... almost forbidden and those feelings almost made me want it even more. I looked across the room at Tremaine and realized my hands were shaking badly as fuck, like I didn't know what the fuck was wrong with me, he must've sensed my nervousness and decided to make the first move; he pulled his shirt off and I took in every detail of his body, all those hours we put in at the gym were really paying off, he was cut but not bulky. I guess it was my turn so I pulled my shirt off nervously and tossed it into the corner of the room, after that we went piece by piece until we were standing across from each other completely naked..... I took a deep breath and took a step towards him but he held out his hand, without saying a word he led me to the couch, I sat there not sure what to do so I just watched.... I was acting like a virgin, Tremaine smiled as he pulled my face towards his and our lips touched... the kiss was soft and gentle yet there was passion behind it. That's when I lost all rational thought, I pulled him to my lap and let our bodies do the talking for us, my dick was hard as diamond but I refused to fuck him until I tasted his ass first but Tremaine had other plans he left a trail of kisses from my neck all the down to the shaft of my dick, he looked up at me clearly impressed and I also noticed a little bit of fear in his eyes but that didn't stop from gently sucking on the head causing my whole body to shudder.................... after that, things got more XXXXX-rated, we fucked all over my living room and just as I began to nut someone slapped me in the face.................
"MAN WAKE YO ASS UP!!!!" Odion said standing over me, I was laying in my living room the sun pouring through the windows then it hit me.... my big bro was back, I jumped up to give him a hug but he damn ear flew across the room. "Nigga I'm not about to hug you while you're ass naked and covered in nut..... go take a damn shower and put some clothes on, I'm about to cook." He said walking into the kitchen while I went to clean myself up. Damn that dream was crazy ass fuck, that shyt felt too real like I could literally feel Tremaine's ass wrapped around my dick..... and that was a huge problem because I shouldn't even be thinking about him in that way, especially considering I had a boyfriend.
"Bro how long were you watching me, you fuckin creep?" I asked walking into the kitchen just as Odion had finished cooking.
"I literally walked in right as you were...... look it doesn't matter, all I know is you are too damn old to be having wet dreams and shyt..... then again given the way you were moaning in your sleep it was more than your average wet dream. So I gotta asked Twin..... who were you dreaming about?" Odion asked giving me a sneaking grin.
"Like you said Odi, it doesn't matter.... I'm just glad you're back because our party is at the end of the week and I wanna make sure it's up to your standards." I said grabbing my laptop and started trying to show him everything I had planned.
"You know it just dawn on me Dari.... you didn't say Fabricio..... so that tells me you weren't dreaming about your dude and the fact that you were moaning 'Fuck Trey' in your sleep let me know that you were clearly thinking about someone else before you went to sleep. Little bro you're sleep cheating on your dude.... I'm so disappointed." Odion said smiling.
"Shut up stupid.... I've never cheated on Red, it's just...... lately we've been arguing a lot and when I'm with Trey everything is natural and fun....... and you know me I'm the cool, laid-back twin I don't do drama but I love Fabricio and..... I don't know, I really want us to work." I said looking to my brother for advice.
"Here's what you do.... invite them both over, tell them exactly like this 'Look from this second forward y'all are now both of y'all are my boyfriends, their is too much of me to go around so y'all need to learn how to share.' I'm telling you, Dari, three-way relationships is the wave of the future. No drama, sex is indescribable and if we wanted to make a sex tape between two of us the third person can be the cameraman.... and we can switch out at any time to make it long as fuck not those short ass clips that be on the internet. Plus we have a built in tie-breaker say for example I wanna go to the movies and Xavier wants to go out to eat, Maseo breaks the tie. I'm telling you Dari this shyt is perfect speaking of my dudes I gotta make sure Cori and them haven't hurt my dudes." Odion said walking off and I just shook my head, yeah that definitely wasn't going to work with Fabricio.
The rest of the morning me and Odion chilled, Jayvion came over and cussed Odion out followed by a few more members of my family and I was ready for them all to leave, I knew later tonight I was supposed to be going to the airport with Tremaine to pick up his cousins and I was trying to figure out how I was going to act around him given the dream I had.... but what was really bothering me is how am I going to face Fabricio knowing that I was having these dreams. We ended up over my dad's house since it was bigger and I didn't want all these people in my apartment, my dad was in Columbus taking care of some business for the group home.... I remember when we were little how we used to go up there with him but he felt that once we hit puberty that he should keep us as far away from them as possible... mainly Odion and Blaze was at the hospital working.
"There goes your dude....." Alex said and turn my head so fast that my neck popped. Fabricio was taking the trash out and I could tell he was pissed. I ran across the street towards him and while he smiled the guilt sunk in a little bit.
"I can't be out here long.... Federico is reporting my every move back to my uncle like a little bitch." Fabricio said putting his hands in his pockets. "I guess I gotta play along if I wanna come to your birthday party." Fabricio said glancing back to make sure his brother wasn't watching.
"So your uncle still acting like a bitch?" I asked and I noticed Fabricio's face flicker with anger. "I'm sorry but he is.... my dads and uncles tried to warn him that Roseline wasn't any good but he was so damn pussy whipped that he didn't want to listen, but look I don't wanna argue, Odion's back and if we play this right we might be able to chill tonight. We got a lot to talk about....." I said and Fabricio nodded.
"Aight well my uncle gets off at six so what's your plan?" Fabricio asked and I smirked.
"Well look your uncle nor brother knows that Odi is back right? So I'll park my cars in front of the house and have him drop me off at my apartment after I take care of my business, your uncle will think I'm there and you should be able to sneak out." I said smiling.
"That may work..... I'll be over around eight." Fabricio said and I tensed up, I knew I was walking into dangerous grounds but I didn't like lying to him.
"Umm, that's no good.... I gotta take care of something around that time but I'll be free later." I said and he stood there looking at me waiting for me to explain more. "Aight I gotta go to the airport with Tremaine to pick up his cousins..... Saint asked me to do it and you know how he is, he really doesn't ask he tells you." I said and I could see the jealousy written all over Fabricio's face. "Come on Red don't......"
"FABRICIO YOU ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE FRATERNIZING WITH THAT GARBAGE!!!!" Federico yelled from the door. Fabricio took a deep breath and I could tell he was close to losing it.......
"Push me...." I said and he looked confused for a second. "Just do it and know that everything I say is the complete opposite of what I mean aight..." I said ad Fabricio pushed me hard ass fuck. "FUCK YOU TOO THEN!!! I HATE YOUR STUPID ASS!!!" I said watching as Fabricio walked off, while Federico stood there smiling. I walked across the street and walked into the house, then a few minutes later I got a text not from Red but from Federico, how he got my number I'll never know... but there was a picture of his ass with the message that read.
FEDERICO: Whenever U want it
God, I hated that dude..... for the most part the day went slow until it was time to meet up with Trey to go to the airport to pick up his cousins, why Saint didn't get a bus for these niggas I'll never know but I wasn't going to worry about it because I had other things on my mind. While we waited, me and Trey pretty much clowned the entire time.... and this is what I missed about being with Red, no drama, no sneaking around, no having to hide our relationship.... nothing but pure fun.
"This party better not be whack....." Trey said sticking a Twizzler in his mouth, this dude had a strange obsession with Twizzlers that I couldn't explain but then again my family loved Oreo's so I really couldn't talk.
"Don't worry my party is definitely going to blow your mind...." I said and for a second we stood there just looking at each other, until I finally broke away. "Ayy is that them?" I asked pointing to a group of about seven dudes and Trey started smiling, seeing him happy made me happy and I knew I had to hurry up and get as far away from him as possible.
"Yeah that's them.... come on let me introduce you to my family...." Tremaine said grabbing my hand just like, in my dream and pulling me towards the group of dudes.... God, please let me get through this.......................
