I felt dirty.... and it had nothing to do with the fact that I was covered in blood. Like my soul felt dirty, I had just turned eighteen and I already had murdered two, potentially three people; don't get me wrong with Rondell I was saving Kylan and with bitch ass Cyrus I was defending myself... but that didn't make it right. Then there was the Darion aspect, I really didn't see how he and Fabricio could come back from this; I had beaten his twin brother into a coma even though Fabricio didn't blame me.... still I knew that would always be in the back of his mind. Everyone was looking at me as if they were waiting for me to lose control again but my ONLY concern at the moment was my dad, from what the were saying is that he had a slight concussion and major headache but he was alive which is what mattered because we've already lost too much and losing my dad would be........ Now that he was out of the woods there was an argument brewing between Blaze and Darion; Xavier took Blaze's side while Maseo stood with Darion and they were arguing over... you guessed it, me.
"Dad he needs to understand what happened, what triggered his breakdown..... I know it's risky but in the end it can really help him out, plus I wanna see what happened so even if you don't want to show him I'll just end up telling him anyways so we might as well let him see the video." Darion said.
"And what if seeing that causes another break Darion? I'm not going to stop Orion from beating your ass if he emerges all because you wanna make him relive that shyt..... look I'm trying to protect both of y'all so I'm saying it's NOT a good idea." Blaze said and I could tell he was getting heated.
"I think it should be Odi's choice and no one else, look I know this should be a family matter and everything but I'm sick of y'all treating Odi less than a person, constantly watching and waiting for him to slip up, constantly asking him if he's okay, it's annoying to me so I know it gets on his nerves which might cause him to break..... let him make his own decision, stop treating him like he's fraglie when in truth he's the strongest person in this room and whatever he decides everybody just needs to respect it." Maseo said.
"Maseo that's bullshyt and you know it.... Odion doesn't need to see that shyt. Yeah we both know better than anybody how strong he is but we also know how Orion is very well.... so I'm saying that Blaze is right and we shouldn't show him the damn tapes...." Xavier said and they all started arguing like it was really irritating me especially when I still had blood on my hands.
"I can tell you what happened if you're curious......" That little voice that I haven't heard in months said quietly. Don't acknowledge him Odion and he'll go away, so I started tapping my fingers on my leg and counted the number of times I tapped my leg. "Odion I'm so bored, you haven't spoken to me in months and all the company I've had is this nigga Earl who spends most of the time in the corner building shyt out of Legos, just let me out for an hour... I promise if you're worried about your bitch ass brother I won't hurt him..... Pleasssseeee." Orion begged but I continued to ignore him. "Fine ignore me then pussy... just know when I get out..... oh before I go back to my cell, I just thought you should know that we really enjoyed what we did."
"Show me the video...." I said quietly causing everyone in the room to paused and look at me. "Look if I don't see it I'm going to keep thinking about it and O.... 'he' is very persistent on telling me what happened so let me see it so I can begin to move on." I said and finally Blaze gave up and pulled the security footage up.
It started out with my dad waking up from his little nap, then he walked down to the kitchen got something to drink and made a quick phone call. After that, he left out the house.... forgetting to lock the door and I saw the security team following behind him, that's when Federico and Cyrus crept up to the house and came inside moving around looking for who knows what. My dad returned probably remembering to lock the door but instead he walked inside to grab something, he walked up to their bedroom and looked around the room for I'm guessing his phone.... then Cyrus walked in slowly behind him and hit him across the back of the head. That's when me and Darion pulled up, Cyrus and Federico must've heard me walk in and hid in separate rooms, I had to relive the finding my dad and see that nigga Cyrus hitting me in the face, Federico walking into the room, and then the switch.
