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It has gotten to the point
where home doesn't feel
like home anymore,
but more like a prison,                                              somewhere I no longer
feel safe;
somewhere I try to
avoid
as
much
as
possible.

Somewhere where I'm confined
to a small space,
especially in my mind.

I'm at that point
where my hand itches to write a letter
for my parents, bidding them a soft farewell full of
apologies for never being the perfect daughter;
all while I watch the bathtub fill to the rim with
i c y   w a t e r

I've given up on trying to achieve higher grades,
whether I enjoy the subject
...or not.

My drive and motivation has

P
    L
        U
            M
                 M
                       E
                           T
                               E
                                    D

into the depths.

I want to be
a l o n e
in my stormy sky of thoughts; left to tear myself down
p     i      e     c     e
by
p     i      e     c     e
and leave myself
BRoKeN

.beyond repair.

It has gotten to the point
where I can't see any
meaning to anything;
I can't find a reason to
stay, a reason why I
should — but I can sure
as hell find millions of
reasons as to why I
should leave instead...

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