Bulletproof girl scouts

What are friends for?

RM's POV

Nara didn't show up for practice. I overheard Debby asking the leader why Nara wasn't picking up and she explained that the rapper was most probably sleeping. Stifling a yawn myself, I can say I was glad to hear that.

The first thing I did after Jackson dropped me off (which took awhile because he wouldn't stop talking) was to write an entry in my journal. I kept the heading blank as I wrote in pencil,

Fears: 1)Darkness 2)high altitudes

Favourites: 1)Tacos 2)Guava juice 3)Dumplings (Thank you Lizzy)

Sensitive topics: 1)Love...?

I paused, thinking back to what she said when I asked her about it.

"Kinda. There was this guy I had a crush on when I was, what, fifteen? Anyways, I liked him because he was tall, cool and witty but something happened and when I returned to london, he started bullying me because of it"

I erased the question mark.

Ideal type: 1)Tall 2)Smart 3)British

Healing ativities: _______

Dislikes: 1)Showing skin

Hobbies: _______

Other characteristics: 1)Loves to dance 2)Is used to getting her way (who can say no to that face?) 3)Gets along pretty easily , but at the same time 4)Hard to get close to 5)Conservative 6)Impulsive 7)Speaks without thinking 8)Obedient, I smiled at the last one, 9)Producer's pet

I spent a considerable amount of time writing. I could write it down because I trusted none of the boys would go through my personal stuff.

When I checked my phone after practice, Jackson had posted innumerable photos in the chat between our groups, all of them of Nara trying to hide her face by burying it in my back. I didn't even remember we had a group chat. There was one pic taken at the right moment in which she looks at the lens with one eye open. What kind of magical phone does Jackson have because that was some high definition. It was just my luck that the maknae line of both groups is always on their toes for anything. Now I know why Jimin and Jungkook were whispering and giggling while looking at me during practice. The replies were pretty chill since the communication had a huge gaping hole of roughly four years and we weren't as close as we had been in our rookie years.There was one comment that made me sigh.

*bow chika wow wow* - BB

What exactly did they think was going on here?

What if the pics got leaked?

Maybe it won't be that bad because my face is in none of the shots except the last one which shows my left ear and a little of my hair.

Jackson had been enough of a headache already with his high-pitched squeals and incessant talking and I certainly don't need another.

"Did you bring a lock? I told you to bring a lock to mark the moment. Did you bring a permanent marker to write the date?.......A ribbon? Namjoon-ah, the cloth is going to weather away in less than five years. Aaah! Where's my hot pack? I left a hot pack here with mine and Jooheon-ie's initials. I even drew a little heart right in the middle! Where did it go?"

"How long ago was this?"

"Only six to seven years! Can you believe it? What kind of a person can't even afford a hot pack and goes hunting for it on tourist places? It's a cruel, cruel world. Aah, my innocence is ruined! RUINED!"