Depression -Prinxiety/Logicality-

Depressed

Patton's POV:

This morning went really well. Perfect almost. After breakfast we all watched Disney movies together untill lunch time.

I was making lunch and thinking of what a great day it was. I remembered how we were all laughing at breakfast. Even Logan was smiling!
But... he only smiled when Sofia smiled. Sofia would randomly smile, Logan would laugh, then Sofia would. They laughed till they couldn't breath.

Maybe he likes her. Maybe that's why he's always reading her thoughts. Maybe he's in love with her and.... maybe he hates me..

I've loved him for as long as I can remember, and just the thought that he doesn't, makes me feel.... depressed.

Wait... I never feel depressed. Well I do, but that's only when... oh no.

"Hey Patt."

I wipe around and come face to face with...

"Sofia!"

Her eyes were grey, her hair was messy, and her makeup was smeared. She was wearing a black shirt, black jeans and red shoes. She was also wearing a blood red jacket. Her voice was deep and smooth, almost hypnotizing. This only meant one thing.

She was on her period.

"I couldn't help but notice you seem a bit, down. Having boy problems?" She smirked.

"H-hey, I d-didn't expect you to get your period till next week."

"Just how you expected for Logan to fall in love with you?" She snapped.

"W-what? I don't expect that."

"Yes you did, and you still do. Ha. How pathetic. You're so desperate for love, you fell for the most heartless of all." She was circling me as she talked.

"T-thats not true. Logan isn't h-heartless." She stopped and whispered in my ear.

"True. I mean, how else would he be in love with me?" I let out a sob.

"I know, I know, the truth hurts. But trust me, it gets worse." And she left. Without another word.

I knew it wasn't true and I knew she couldn't help it. I knew it was just her period making her depressed. And I knew that it wasn't her talking. But... it still hurt.

Sofia's POV:

One down, three to go.

I went to Logans room knowing that he was probably there instead of watching the movie with the new couple. I reach his navy blue door and opened it. Not bothering to knock.

He was sitting at his desk, staring at a picture of Patton on his phone. Ha, perfect. I enter his room quietly, sit on an extra chair in his room, and work my magic.

Logan's POV:

Oh I just love his smile. The way his eye squint, the way his cheekbones become more defined, his perfect teeth showing not to much not to little, and it's just adorable the way his tongue sticks out just a little.... *sighs* if only he could smile at me. But I know he never will. He hates me. I know he does. I mean, why wouldn't he? I'm heartless. I'm cold. I'm worthless. I'm- I'm nothing.

I can feel my tears rolling down my cheeks. I quickly wipe them away and turn my phone off.

"How sad?"

I turn to the sudden voice with a gasp.

"How sad is it, to stare at a picture of someone you can never have? Someone who literally lives in the same house as you. How sad is it, to be in love with someone who hates you?"

I stared at her realizing that she was right. It is sad that I feel for someone who doesn't feel the same. Let alone hates me.

"Wait, you're not just realizing this, are you?" I look away, and she starts laughing.

"You, the 'smartest' of us all, didn't realize that the person he's in love with, hates him. Hahaha. I guess your not the smartest after all."

I couldn't help but soak evey word. Absorb the hurtful truth, of every letter. I opened my mouth to oppose, but seemed to have lost my voice. I was too busy thinking about her words, that I couldn't think of anything to prove her wrong. I could feel tears go down my face again, but I didn't bother to rid them of my face. I was so caught up in my sadness I didn't notice when she left.

Roman's POV:

"I'm cold." Virgil said snuggling into me.

"Are my cuddles not warm?"

"Yes but, I'm still cold." He said pouting.

"Then I shall fetch some blankets." I said as I stood up from Virgil's bed.

I went to the storage closet. Where we keep extra blankets and pillows. I was passing my door when I was suddenly pushed into my room. I was pushed with such force I stumble into my room nearly falling in the process. I look up to see Sofia locking my door.

"Sofia?! What was that for? You could have just asked to speak with me if you had such need to."

"How dare you think you're good enough for my brother?"

"Wha"

"Do you seriously think you deserve my brother? What makes you think you're worthy to be with someone as good as him?"

Her words take me by shock. I didn't know what to respond.

"You don't know. Do you?" She asked with a look of disgust towards me.

"W-well no. I... I guess I never thought about it." I sit on my bed, trying to think of a reason. I couldn't.

I don't deserve him. I can't even think of one reason. Not one. I can't believe I didn't think of this before. How selfish of me! I'm not worthy of his love. Who am I to have taken his virginity.

"No you didn't think about it. Just proves how unworthy you are of him" I stared at the ground. Not wanting to look her in eye.

She glares at me for a minute, then exits my room. Leaving me to think of how worthless I am.

Sofia's POV:

Done with the drama brat.
Now it's time to pay my big bro a visit.

A/N: Sofia gone evil? Well you can't blame her. Periods are painful. Now wonder she's mean. Well anyway what do you think will happen to Virgil? Will he fall for her tricks or will he fight her off? Who knows?
Take it easy guys, gals, and non-binary pals. Peace out! 💖