𝑴𝒚 𝑨𝒖𝒓𝒐𝒓𝒂 - 𝑵𝒐𝒕 𝑨 𝑭𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒍 | 𝑱.𝑱𝑲✔

XXXIII

Jungkook's POV

I was crying inside this dark world where I was all alone. Knowing that he took over my weak self completely made me feel worthless. Why? Why does he have to do this? That stupid mistake from 21 years ago was none of my fault, yet, here am I repenting for it.

The toys from before weren't like this pure human, she doesn't deserve what is going to happen to her.
She's lost who she had, and now she's living with a shadow. A filthy one, the God of all the seven immortal sins.

All the other ones were killed, I never cared about them though, they deserved it. They were all prostitutes.

I wouldn't have been cold hearted if they had no choice, if they had no money. But they only did it for inhuman pleasures, they deserved what they received.

Unknowingly I fell in the pit of love, and now I'm regretting it to the fullest. Only because he is using it against me. He doesnt even need her. Just to fulfil his stupid desires. While that poor girl, doesn't even stand a chance to fight back.

I care for her, but I know damn well that it would take me years to even get to the position he is standing on.

How I wish I could help her, love her and care for her.

21 Years Ago

Every day I came home only to find her drunk and wasted on the sofa. Her hair wild and free as she laid with a bottle of soju in her hand.

I sighed, I was used to seeing this, yet I was never able to understand her need for this. We have been together for seven years. I loved her too much that I couldn't even say no to all the things she asked from me.

When I became a bit too overprotective she asked me for freedom, I gave it to her as well. Yet, my heart clutches when I see her in this condition. What has happened to my little baby, my angel, my Jagi?

It was all okay until one day I came back from a business party late at night, only to hear rough and loud moaning coming from up the stairs. I was a bit drunk myself. My ears perked up. Throwing my briefcase on the ground and loosening my tie in complete frustration before wobbling upstairs.

I walked to our room and opened the door to see her nude under a guy. They kept leaving sensous sounds from their mouth out of pleasure. My blood boiled when I saw how hard he moved into my drunk wife. She was a moaning mess. I picked up the empty liquor bottle from the ground feeling my temper rise to its extreme.

I broke it on the side of the wall and ran towards that man. Pushing him aside before continously stabbing him with the broken bottle.

I saw the blood pouring out of his body, he was too drunk to even move, although he did scream from the pain I caused him. Same with my wife, she was too wasted to even know what was going around.

I rubbed off some of the blood from my chin which splattered off as I kept stabbing him. My wife, who didn't even realise that her partner had just died, was searching for him around the bed with her free hand.

"Wohyun, come back and pleasure me~" she said.

I looked at my wife who was always so loving and innocent. Who I always looked at like she was a little child, I felt my head throbbing at the sight of her now.

How shamelessly she let this little drug bring a terrible change in her.

I felt tears of rage pour out of my eyes when I saw how she started touching herself and moaned in pleasure while she waited for her now dead partner.

Without a second thought, I took her up by pulling on her hair and she whimpered.

"I'm sorry." I said before stabbing her naked body out of rage, sadness and disappointment.

I left her lifeless body and felt myself calm down as I saw their dead bodies in front of me.

My knees made contact with the hard ground and I held my head in my hands as I cried. I killed the one I loved most.

Picking up the biggest piece of broken glass, I stabbed my heart and cursed my life.

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The police inspectors roamed around the two dead bodies in search of any evidence but they were unable to find anything other than the broken pieces of glass.

The ambulance came in and took away the two that were laying in a pool of their own blood.

They felt a pulse in the man and took him to the Busan Hospital as soon as possible.

Rushing him into the emergency ward as they tried their best to get some life in him.

His heartbeat kept going slower and slower and finally, life gave up on him.

"He's dead, we couldn't save him, search for any of his family." The doctor said in grief of not being able to save a patient.

"That lady was his wife, and from his contacts it seems like he only has a mother who lives in Daegu" Replied the nurse and pulled up the white bed sheet on top of the corpse.

They got the death certificate and informed the man's mother.

'Kim Jaowon
Age: 32
8th November 1964 - 1st September 1997
Time of death- 7:18 am
Cause of death: Excessive internal bleeding.'

And at the exact same time and day, Jeon Jungkook took birth into the hands of Jeon Jonghyun and Jeon Jaemin.
Only to be living in the control of another for the rest of his life.

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To be continued...