Bestie- come over for the night , I don't like knowing your alone and so upset , the boys wanna see you too , we want you to get out the house . Me- what about brook ? Bestie- rye spoke to him about Everything and he said he hates knowing Your in your room upset all the time , he said u need to go out and have fun, seeing your bestfriends/ brothers so he will go out for the night so u can . Me- I love him Erin , I really fkn love everything about him , I'm head over heals , he's perfect. Bestie- I know babe , I know , iloveyou , now hurry and get ur ass over here , these boys won't shut up about their 'sister from another mister' Me- oh not like you wanna see me ? Bestie - stfu u know I do Me- I'll be over later .
It's been about a week since Erin and rye and mikey came to see me , since my last text off Brook , my last 'Iloveyou' text .
I get ready , wash my face , brush my teeth , all that good stuff , put some moisturiser on my face before applying my fleeky eyebrows, my black leggings and my slightly oversized grey- white Nike jumper on and slip my trainers on , before brushing through my hair and letting it fall it's own way . I grab my phone and leave . This is no effort , but it looks like the most effort I've put in a while .
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Walking up those stairs made my emotions go crazy , picturing one of the memories when I was happy , with the one I love, when I first surprised him With this house and his face was priceless
"Where we going ?" Brook asks confused "Wait and see gorgeous " I smile back at him "Surprise" I say excitedly as I give him a set of keys and he opens the door "The boys and you have got a new house , and it's all decorated and Harv will be living there part time , it's all nice and bigger for yous and it means you get more space , I'll be around more often " I smile as he pulls me by my hips , closer to him and places his plump lips on mine . "Iloveyou " he smiles into the Kiss.
it's a lot for me to take , I don't know if I can handle doing this . I'm a strong Girl okay , keep believing, everything will get better . I'm proud of you for making this step today , u got this . I keep repeated in my mind .
"Hey guys who's missed meeee" I shout through the house , acting as if I'm okay , why ? Bc I'm Amelia Cantwell and i need to try pick myself up It's hard , but I can and will do it .
I walk through the door and get swarmed by amazing hugs and laughed from my brothers and BestFriends, I've missed them like mad ngl . "Okay so " Andy chimes "Takeaway , deserts delivered, movie , karaoke , a few drinks ? No one needs to know , all for our favourite Melia " "Omg yes I love you all sm"
Being with my brothers and having fun is amazing, being in the atmosphere and laughing , joking round with their silliness around my faves is amazing , it's better to be out also , it gets my mind off the whole situation more actually, I've missed this , I love , them , us, our bond. It's good , and I'm glad it's good , i haven't had this for a while .
