Chapter 42

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I wake up at 1:30 in the afternoon . I walk downstairs and make some breakfast as i go sit down in the living room with my mum , dad and Harvey . I haven't been around Jason for about 3 days now and it's a long time for someone who's ur boyfriend but I think we need abit space . Well on my behalf I have needed it . It's nice spending time with my other loved ones sometimes .

Jason- come over
Me- I'm gonna stay home a little longer if that's okay?
Why are you asking him Amelia you don't need his permission. After what harvey said to me last night it's really made me think.
I do have feelings for him . He's my gorgeous boyfriend, but I don't know if me being with him is the right thing for me .

2hrs later
Laying in my bed, I hear someone come into my room . I smile looking up to my door until my smile drops .
"What you doing here ?"  I ask surprised
"You said u wanted to stay home , so I figured I'll come to you "
I actually wanted to have space from him , but never mind .
As a few hours pass , Jason speaks up
"What's wrong your rather quiet " Jason asks
"Oh nothing don't worry " I smile as I go back onto my phone
"Who you texting ?" He asks eagerly
"No one important , why? "
"Show me "
"No "
"Got something to hide ?" He asks with a evil tone laced in his voice
"Obviously not I just don't see why u need to have my phone "  then he snatches it from my hand , going through it .
"What the fuck are u doing" I laugh , trying to make it less heated as I reach for my phone .
He begins reading my messages out from brook
"I love you "
"I miss you "
"You shouldn't be with him "
"I need you "
I try to get my phone back as he becomes angry . "Those were from ages ago Jason ! I promise you !"
"Lies , I knew you were cheating , slut"
He shouts as he gets in my face as I begin to tear up
What the fuck , I'm scared . I shouldn't feel scared he's my boyfriend
Our faces inches apart . He forcefully slaps me.  I move away , scared as I hold my face
"Don't play victim , you deserved that for cheating on me "
The thing is tho .... I never cheated . Those messages were from ages ago and even still he shouldn't have felt as though he needed to check my phone , has he got a guilty conscience?
One thing I know is that I shouldn't be getting treat like this , I done nothing wrong , it's his mind playing tricks on him for whatever reason .... has he got a mental illness maybe ? This isn't okay , or Normal .
"I think I'm gonna leave now " he says
"Yeah okay " I say nervously as I sit there on my bed shaking anxiously .
"Well are you not gonna walk me to the door ?" He asks pissed off .
"Oh - yeah - uh - I'm sorry " I reply quickly jumping up , stuttering .

I'm glad he's went home . I didn't want him to stay much longer but I was too scared to say . I shouldn't be scared . This isn't a healthy relationship.

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