Falling for my brothers BestFriend ; sequel

Chapter 20

Wow . Ok so we just done that. Whattttt

That felt right
. Because I know we belong together.
We're in love
Just because we can't be together don't mean it's wrong .
we lay there under the quilts , cuddling one to one another as I play with brooks hair .
I've missed this , us
"Same but Nothing's changed " brook says
"What ?" I ask confused
"Your still better than ever in bed that's for sure " he says as he smiles and I burst out laughing .
"Shut up !" I exclaim
"Same to you though " smirk as we smile into a kiss and yet again that overwhelming feeling swirls through my body .
We lay there enjoying one another's presence . It feels amazing to be in his arms yet amazing dosent cover the feeling which could never  be described.
" can you belive I've been at my mums / Luke's for A month already . I was ages no wonder Blair wanted me back " brook says as I agree .

Brooklyn gets a message from jack telling him the boys are on their way home .
"Babe, the boys are on their way "
"Ughhh I wanna stay here with you " I winge as I hold onto him tighter and he kisses my forehead. "Me too gorgeous " he sighs
"After this we're back to normal , just friends " I say facing the reality .
"I know but we have each other in our hearts " he smiles making good of the situation.
"We've been through so much of a mess like we're confusing " I say
"Wdym"
"Like yeah we spent 2 and a half years together with the good times, majority of them were good so that's a result but there was bad times too but,we got through them together  . Then at the start when we didn't confess and let it build up for 6 months that was a confusing journey , now we're not together but Yano , one minute we're happy , the next we're crying . It's crazy , what a rollercoaster ride "
"Yano what that is though . Love " I say smiling as I paused half way through .
"That's true , hey there's no one like us is there" he begins laughing at us .
"You know it " I smile as we smile into each other's eyes .
" I guess we better get sorted then" I say as we both do so . Brooklyn jumps into the shower as I put my clothes on and sort his bedroom out.

I sit on the sofa with my hood up as the hickeys have already formed on me.
"We're homeeee" Rye screams throughout the house as I scrunch my face up and cover my ears .
"I'm putting a film on so be quiet" I sass as the other boys laugh and rye begins to get offensive.
I decide to text harvey considering we're all here chilling together and he is part of the family , also its the first time all being together with brook again .
Me- u wanna come round for abit ?
Harv- On my way, is Brook there ?
Me- yeah
Harv- okay , are you okay ?
Me- idk , I think, yeah am 🤷‍♀️😂😩
It's confusing , being with him, around him and spending family time with everyone together feels good , what we just done felt good but then It's hard because he's right fucking there and I can't turn my feelings off, I can't have him when I love him .