Chapter 28

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I walk back through and get back to painting , taking a deep breath trying to figure out what to do for the best and whether I know what Jason's actually like , what just happened . My heads abit all over the place , I'm so confused .
I paint for another 10 minutes , trying to act as though Jason isn't there before I sigh and put my paint brush down. I go upstairs searching for Harvey where I find him also decorating .
"Can we go home "
"Umm yeah , sure , are you okay "
"I just want to go home " I smile
"I won't be long just gonna quickly get this paint off of me and change clothes " he says putting his brush down
"Yeah same " I smile as I go downstairs
I get the paint off me and change into my clothes
"Here rye" I say as I pass him his clothes I wore
"What are you doing , why did you get changed" Jason questions me concerned as he stands up and rye and brook listen as they watch us cautiously .
"I'm going home "
"Why" he questions eagerly as he moves closer to me
"I just want to go home"
"Stay with me " he says aggressively yet clever enough to not cause a scene and let the boys know what he was trying to do as  he moves closer as he puts his hand on Me yet again , me trying to edge away from him .
"No I want to go home " I raise my voice slightly
"Amelia " he whisper ,shouts angrily pulling on my arm as brook automatically stands up ,
Coming towards us
"Get your hands off her " he says as he clenches his jaw and I look at him .
"I want you stay with me , I don't think you should go home "
"She wants to go home , you have no control over her . Don't try to have either ." He says raising his voice a bit more
His eyes  become fiery as Jason pulls on my arm again , making my sleeve go up , my scars . But their fresh ones .Brooklyn lays eyes on them and clenches his jaw again but his face covered with sadness and his eyes become a little glossy. "Please just let me go home , I don't see the problem . I don't like the way your being like this for no reason ,
Just leave me " I say as put my head down in disappointment to myself having to look at my arms and me making brook so upset because of them .
Their not so much new , just freshest out of them all . I don't do it no more .
Jason lets go of me and walks straight out the door and I go sit down on the kitchen bench .

Me- just throw those painting clothes in the bin , we don't need them back .
Read by Jason

When he's nice , he's lovely , he has the ability to be kind because I've witnessed it , but I've also witnessed the bad side of him . And I don't understand why he's being like this . He has no right to , but then he's gorgeous and I like him , I do not 100% not love him . I want Brooklyn and maybe Jason is a distraction from brook even tho I could never forget Brooklyn , I could never loose my feelings . I love that man.
Things are such a mess .

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