Falling for my brothers BestFriend ; sequel

Chapter 41

I wake up and make Jason some toast and a coffee as I sit in bed waiting for him to wake up .

"Morning baby "
"Morning"
"How much sugar did u put in this ?" He asks as he picks his mug up from the tray
"One, Did u want two? "
"For fuck sake ur useless . Why the fuck can't you do anything right ?"
" I'm so sorry cant u just add another sugar in "
He storms down the stairs and pours it down the toilet as he places it on the bench ready to make a new one .
Why's he going off so angrily at the slightest little thing ?
Not gonna lie he scares me when he's like this . I don't know what he's cape able of . But he's my boyfriend I shouldn't feel like that . However, I feel the need to apologise though. Like it is my fault I did not make it properly .
I decide maybe he might need some space and I go up stairs and get ready as he comes up behind me .
"Why you getting ready ?" He asks
"Just um I was going to pop out to my mine "
"Without asking me "
"Oh I'm sorry , can I ? I just didn't think I'd have to ask but i mean it's fine if not "
"Well what if I wanted to do something with you today ? I am allowed to spend time with my girlfriend "
"Oh sorry , I'll stay here then "
I sink back into the bed . I wanted to go see my mum today but I guess he is allowed to spend time with his girlfriend and he might have made us plans but I didn't know as I didn't ask when I should have .

We chill in bed for the day watching movies and I don't quite understand why he wanted me to stay over today considering he's been weird with me all day .

"Can I go home now ?" I ask politely . Not wanting to cause an atmosphere
"What you don't wanna be here with me ?" He asks scoffing .
"No it's not that , it's just I want to see my mum I haven't seen her in a bit "
He walks me to the door and I say good bye as he looks me in the eyes and asks me for a Kiss . I reply with a "I think I'm getting a cold I don't wanna pass it"  as I try walk away . He's my boyfriend, of course he can kiss me but the way he's treat me today is personally I think out of Order . Now he wants to pretend like it never happened ? he grabs my waist bringing me closer as I begin to grow uncomfortable. He then moves his hands to my wrists , grabbing them as he moves in on my lips . "Your cheating "  he whispers in my ears "what ?" I ask confused "why else wouldn't you wanna kiss me ?" I don't know why .... but I don't want to kiss him right now . I don't feel safe , or happy , or cared for . And I should . But I kiss him back with a force , showing him I'm not cheating in hope that he'd believe me without kicking off .

I go home and jump into the shower. I wash, shave and moisturise before letting my hair dry naturally. I jump into my fresh pjs and apply a face mask as I enter Harveys room .
" I can talk to you  ?"
"Course you can what's up gorgeous "
I love him , I couldn't ask for a better brother .
"Well today , I made Jason a cupper and all because I only put one sugar instead of two he kicked off and pored out to make a new one because I'm 'useless' he then asks me what I'm doing getting ready as I haven't asked him if I can go out . So I stayed in and when I did go he told me how apparently I don't want to be there with him and I'm cheating on him as I didn't kiss him when he wanted me to kiss him . I couldn't not kiss him he's my boyfriend, so I did to prove he's just got it in his head and it's stupid . but like harvey when I'm around him I don't feel cared for , I don't feel loved . I get scared because I don't know what he's cape able of. And I know it's just stupid but things like this are showing red flags and making me think ; maybe he's right and it's me doing everything wrong or maybe he's just messing with me . I don't really know .

"He's mentally abusing you . Before you speak and defend him . Hear me out Mel. Basically yeah ..... he does it slightly . Things that you shouldn't get angry over , things that normal people wouldn't do , say and act the way others wouldn't so it looks like he's not doing anything wrong as your not used to witnessing It. He will manipulate you in thinking that he's innocent and ur the reason for his problems , he will make you hate urself without you even knowing it . People like this do it so cleverly. And next thing u know he might stop u from leaving ur house , seeing people , wearing certain clothes etc. And then it may even get physical. "
"Please just be careful , I don't want to see you hurt anymore "