Chapter 37

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i sit down with the boys . I feel like hugging Brooklyn so tight . He's all I want . Look at him he's so gorgeous. I would love to also slap him but I guess he just done what everyone of us does sometimes . He had sex with someone that is not me . Yeah that hurts but he didn't cheat and I guess it's his way of coping or trying to get over me ? Just as I'm trying with Jason. That girl didn't deserve that . But it's done now no need to beat myself up over it . She shouldn't have brought up my baby . Our baby . That pissed me off more than anything. My emotions always end in anger so I'm sorry if people don't like how I cope with it .

"I think I'm going to go to Jason's for abit" I speak up after chilling with them majority of the day .

"I'll just meet you at home yeah ?" Harvey Asks as I agree .

I know Jason likes me , a lot a lot , and I'm not gonna lie . I'm beginning to like him more and more each day . He treats me well , he makes me feel good , and he's gorgeous, I'm not gonna let anything stop me from getting closer to him , I'm sick of feeling like I'm cheating on Brooklyn , realistically I'm doing nothing wrong . I need to let go of my feelings, like I'm always gonna love him but you get me? and I'm gonna start focusing on moving on just like everyone has to at some point , I can't just keep my life on pause in a dark circle.

"Hey gorgeous you okay?" Jason asks warmly, taken back at me being at his door
"Yeah are you? "
"Even better now ur here " he laughs
"Shut up being cringe ya weirdo " I shove him playfully as he pretends to get offended . I go on my tip toes and kiss his cheek cute and playfully as a 'sorry'
I run straight up stairs with my shoes off and jump under his covers being cosy .
He comes up after me, looks at me, laughs and shakes his head "you know my favourite place is ur bed "
"Hmm is that right is it ?" He asks in a cheeky tone smirking as he is now resting himself on his muscly arms above me , our faces inches apart and breath hitching. we make eye contact as he suddenly leans in and the kiss deepens quick , his hands roam my body delicately as I trail my hands up his masculine back and tangle my fingers in his soft fluffy hair as I trace over his sharp v line and clear six pack . He pulls away both of us breathless as we stare at each other .

Wow . That just happened .
He lies next to me as he gets under the covers and grabs my hand , staring at me "soooo" he says as I laugh "Amelia" he says seriously but soft
"Jason"
"I've liked you a lot for months now " he emphasise's the ' a lot' part as I realise what he is about to do .
"And I know I've treat u wrong before but you know why that was . I promise not to do it again , and I know and understand your full past with Brooklyn . We may not have known each other for years but we are really close which I love and it's not like we have rushed into anything, it's obvious we have feelings for each other , weather yours are big or small , it's something and I don't care because to me you are perfect . Would you like to be my girlfriend?"
I just stare as I smile , blushing as I nod my head and wrap my arms around him hugging tight .

Damn .
I'm happy , I'm sorting my life out .

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