"Harvey I need him " I sob into his chest as he hugs me tight , sitting on my bed .... He walked into my room at a bad time
"Hey hey hey shhh Mel , calm down it's okay , listen to me okay . " he soothes me as he comforts me , stroking my head gently "I can only imagine the pain you feel , after everything yous went through , no one understands how strong yous were , how much yous loved each other , people didn't even realise you could get a relationship this intense , am I right " "Yup ur right " I say faintly smiling as I slightly tilt my head up towards him and sniffle . "I know I am because we all know that Amelia ." "W-w- what do you m-mean " I question confused "We could all see it , we could all feel it , even now we still can because the affect it has on yous , we would all talk Bout yous 2 together all the time , yous couldn't hide it , even the slightest things . And it's wild that something so strong is even possible to feel towards another human " I love Harvey so much no matter how many times I say it , I don't know where I would be without him , I can always speak to him , rely on him , he's the one person I need despite brook , he understands me so much it's amazing , and he's protective which used to annoy me but it makes me feel special , I'm more than proud of him , I love him unconditionally.
"What your gonna do is , ur gonna clean yourself up ; dry those tears and replace your beautiful smile everyone loves seeing , back into ur face instead, be happy Amelia, enjoy this night , for me , please " he smiles "I got this " i smile while whispering to myself loud enough for him to hear "Yes that's right , you got this girlll ! I want you to be genuinely happy , for the first time in a while please , try ? it will be good if you allow it to , I promise . Get ur music on , get ready and dance about and be crazy like yous girls do when getting ready for a partayyy" Harvey cheers me on making me smile and get up from the bed , refreshing myself , attempting to raise my spirits. "Hey Harvey " I smile as I speak to him , my face glowing with excitement for the first time in a while even just the Slightest, thanks to him . " I love you " I smile showing my teeth , being genuine "Hey Amelia , I love you too " he does the exact same back , knowing he means it also . Dunno where I would be without him. Wow
I have a shower and luckily don't need to shave thank god , Cos this gal ain't got time for that today ;) I wash my hair and all that good stuff , this gal needs to be freshhhh , I then blow dry it and style it .
I do my makeup and slip into my dress and curl the ends of my hair slightly before looking in the mirror and taking a deep breath . The dress hugs my curvy figure , I actually like that for once . My makeup was good for once and complimented my dress , and lastly , my hair lay perfectly . Only thing is , my scars are showing on my arms , but hey , their what tells my story , everyone knows about them in my family so I don't need to hide them , I must forget about them and except them, I got through a bad patch in life and I'm still fighting but I haven't done it in ages and that shows that I'm strong enough to get through it .
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