that one moment where we both knew none of this is going to work out yet we still stupidly tried to be happy.
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stepping into the cold yet scary place, jimin found himself in front of a rather normal nurse.
of course they had to be normal, jimin thought to himself.
"um excuse me, may I know if I can visit Ms Lee choon hae now?" jimin asked, careful and quiet.
if jae said that only two can visit, then the nurse will say no.
if more than two can visit, then the nurse will say yes.
"only you?" the nurse looked at him.
he nodded.
and all he got was, "sure, there's no one visiting today. but remember, two at most." the nurse gave him a sympathetic smile.
then his eyes widened.
they weren't out to visit her mother.
he opened his mouth but couldn't manage another word out, all he did was bow at the nurse shortly before walking towards the room he would least want to go to now.
the last time he had met jae's mother was when he stood outside of her room, then witnessing jae try to control her mother from jumping out of the window.
he had never spoken to her since then.
how miserable can he be, seeing the girl he like lie to him while he go visit her mother, probably to rant about her own daughter.
but he knew her mother wasn't in such a condition to listen to him and comfort him like the usual her.
before everything happened.
because of him.
guilt. guilt started crawling slowly yet painfully into him, then dressing him from head to toe, not having any intentions of letting him go.
he bit his lips, then opening the door slowly, letting the irritating squeaky sound take over the cold silence.
"Mrs kwon?" he found himself a stranger to her mother again.
but what he saw wasn't what he wanted and expected to see.
taking small steps into her empty room, he found how much colder the atmosphere at gotten.
closed windows.
emptied tables and chairs.
and locked hands.
there she was, staring into the ceiling, nonchalant.
she looked almost as if she was frozen and couldn't move.
jimin blinked, then looked down, sorry crawling up to him.
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