If Only I Was A Little Braver | Park Jimin

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with the fist aiming right at my eye, I ducked downwards before going back up.

"wow." I let out.

Eunji just smirked, continuing to aim.

and when she knew I lost my focus, she took the chance to trip me.

I fell.

groaning, I rubbed my back, "ow."

"get up, Jae Eun, how are you going to survive if you can barely protect yourself?" Eunji said.

apparently from what she said, she was actually younger than me by a year.

but she looked a lot more mature than me that it even got me embarrassed.

she was stronger mentally and physically.

I didn't know why but I felt so weak suddenly.

I felt like an ant around the people I know.

around jimin.

I didn't realise that until I met the children here.

I was lucky, spoilt, just like what jimin said.

"look, if you're those who play hard to get, I'm telling you, I'm not even the slightest interested into people like you. you're all fond of yourself, afraid of even the smallest things like a child. every part of you is shouting the word, 'childish'. and this is something I don't understand, I don't care if you have different opinions of me unlike other girls, but you judge the every little thing people like me do like as if you're the biggest. do you even know us that well?"

he was right.

I was all fond of myself, afraid of even the smallest thing like a child, I was timid and dumb.

everything about me shouts the word 'childish'.

I chuckled bitterly, I was a fool, I definitely was.

I didn't know if I should be upset at him or myself.

but I just felt like shit.

"I suppose you're not going to stay there sitting like a spoilt little girl, are you?" another voice came from the back.

both Eunji and I turned around.

Eunji bowed at the green haired who smirked, waving her off.

"I'm sorry?" I stood up, slightly offended.

the man stepped into the boxing rink, then telling Eunji to leave us alone.

"you must be Hyung's daughter. nice to meet you, I'm your father's right hand man, Park Bo Gum. I'm in charge of making sure that the CEO's job is done when he isn't here, like a secretary." the man said, tucking his hand in his pocket.

"I'm-"

"Jae Eun. I know." Bo Gum smiled.

he didn't look old.

well actually handsome and angelic.

but his attitude said otherwise.

"I see Eunji must have been easy on you. how about we try it again." he said, not questioning me at all.

I nodded.

and before I could even react, his fist was above my head sharply, "focus." he said.

"no one is going to wait for you in a fight for life." Bo Gum stated, craning his neck left and right, warming up.

"and stop defending yourself, attack me as well. if you're going to be scared, then you shouldn't be here."