If Only I Was A Little Braver | Park Jimin

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don't ever leave the knife with Kim namjoon. (I'm sorry I had to kthxbye)

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my heart beat increased to it's maximum.

forgetting how my pulse was actually connected to my heartbeat, I realised how quick it was jumping through my wrists.

I didn't dare to blink because maybe, just maybe I was afraid that if I do, then all these would become a dream, then he would disappear from my eyes.

just like how his is always there, playing with my mind.

and touch, he planted a soft and small kiss on my forehead.

was it enough to allow insomnia creep to me?

yes.

why?

because park jimin just did that.

because out of so many people, it was him.

his small chuckle afterwards could lead me to want to re-listen to it everyday because it sounds so beautifully graceful and perfect.

I was frozen, unaware and oblivious. then my eyes betrayed me, they started blinking hard.

as if saying, what the hell just happened.

I don't know if it's possible to be shaking hard, because it was as if I just had a speech in front of the world's population and even animals and dinosaurs from the ground was clapping for me.

yes, that type of nervousness.

as if it wasn't enough, jimin's small and soft little high pitched yet rusty voice whispered into my ears that I knew it would leave a mark on my ear after he spoke.

even the air he breathed out was enough to leave a scar.

just like his words.

smiling sweetly yet softly at me, I could clearly see how his lips curved up and his eyes turned into small crescents that turned out cute.

"goodnight."

my eyes stare back to his, letting his shadow go further and disappear further, then blink, he switched off the light.

goodnight, jimin.

...

"what the fuck is going on?!" I glared confusingly at the man who abruptly sat up beside me.

"woah hold up-" he moved forward to grab me since I was panicking like a chicken in the sea.

"no you don't touch me." I eyed his hand like as if it was my enemy, backing away from the man beside me.

looking down, I sighed in relief to know that my clothes were still in tack with me.

but who knew what happened last night?

"look jae I can explain-" he raised both hands in front of him, slowly backing away but I sent him a death glare.

"no you can't. I'm asking why the fuck are you in my damn freaking room, sleeping beside me like a pig when I clearly remember myself alone on the damn bed!" profanities shoot out like a gun.