If Only I Was A Little Braver | Park Jimin

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jae stared quietly into the dark ceiling as she was once again forced to open her eyes.

lying in bed, getting ready for sleep, wasn't difficult.

but despite her sleep deprivation, she found it difficult to have a good sleep tonight.

yoongi's words kept replaying in her mind.

and her confession came too quick she didn't even realise how emotional she was.

i was tortured. but he was in hell.

jae groaned, throwing her pillow away.

she was very much aware of her own feelings. she knew that she will never be able to get rid of him, of her feelings towards him.

she knew that she is stupid. but suddenly throwing herself onto someone she said she dislikes isn't her style.

besides, jimin was avoiding her. she wouldn't use ignoring to describe it. he didn't have a reason to.

she was going on an internal fight with herself.

jimin did nothing wrong.

she sat up.

"yeah fuck." jimin did nothing wrong.

oh my god.

she widened her eyes, realising how stupid she has been.

he was trying to protect her. he sacrificed his happiness for her safety.

and all she could do was act all tough.

she was the one in wrong.

but she never realised it. and kept on giving jimin an attitude.

i should feel fucking lucky.

jae jumped up from her bed, then falling back to it, annoyed.

he tried to drown himself, his life was you, and it still is, jae.

"oh my god! stop it!" she took the thrown pillow to cover her head.

she still remembers what yoongi told her after she said that she needs jimin.

that old man said it with a deepass smirk that gave her goosebumps.

"then go get him before he's another person's man."

but i don't deserve him.

yeah right. i don't deserve him. but he was there the whole time.

jae threw her head back, falling on her knees on the hotel's bed.

she groaned, "help me."

...

the taller man looked at his glass of beer and smirked, "i don't understand why you are hesitating at all."

"i came to you for help not for a lecture, hyung." jimin buried his head in his hands.

"i came here for a holiday but I'm here entertaining your sadistic ass, so respect me you brat." Seokjin scolded.

jimin pursed his lips, rolling his eyes, "okay okay."

jin watched as the blonde haired took another gulp of his drink, looking like a troubled old man waiting for his wife to come home.

jin sighed, "jimin, do you trust me?"

confused, jimin looked at his hyung and nodded immediately.