If Only I Was A Little Braver | Park Jimin

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1cm away from the spine the doctor said.

Jimin never felt the need to use the power he had until he arrived at the hospital with his other CEO friends, shocking the doctors as they panic.

"Save her. Please." Jimin pleaded.

The doctors gathered together as they ran a scan on her before admitting her to the surgery.

"We'll try our best Mr Park, we have the best doctors here for Ms Kwon."

Kim Taehyung went up to the doctor and pulled him by the collar, "We're not asking you to try. If she dies, I swear to god you'll be so screwed."

"Taehyung." Namjoon pulled him aside.

"He's right. Don't try, do your best. You hear me?" Sohye went up.

Jimin never dared to say anything the moment she went into the operation room.

Her mother beside him, going through the same thing again.

But he couldn't do anything.

Because he felt her.

And Lee Taejoon wasn't shooting at her, it was him all along.

Always pulling her into this mess.

Sohye made sure Jae's mother was accompanied the whole time, not after what happened to her father, they knew better than to leave her mother emotionally wrecking herself.

Eunji had to deal with the press together with Bo Gum whereas Ara went to sign the papers for Jae's admission to the hospital.

All because the boys were too shocked to do anything.

No one dared to go near Jimin as he sat on the chair, his white button up shirt stained with blood.

He took his tuxedo out and threw it beside him.

Jimin had his hands clasped together as if he was praying as he kept them near to his face, his eyes closed, but tears still found their way out of those tightly shut eyes.

He didn't think of anything, he didn't know what to think.

Because when she came out of that surgery room, sleeping peacefully, all he could do was sigh.

thank you.

He didn't thank anyone, but maybe her for staying strong.

He had never felt so useless, hopeless, until she took that bullet for him.

"She's temporarily out of any life danger. However, had the bullet go in 1cm more to the right, it would have hit her spine. And that could have led to a high possibility of her lower body paralysed. She's lucky. We'll be keeping her in the ICU for 72 hours and if she wakes up by then, she'll be able to move to normal wards."

Every word stabbed him, deeper as the doctor starts mentioning of what would happen if something else happened.

He closed his eyes as he bit his lips hard enough it bled, she had almost died.

if only she wasn't so stupid, always acting like the hero.

if only he hadn't met her, fell in love with her.

but what could he do?

Jimin watched her as her lips parted, showing how peaceful she was asleep, making him smile weakly to himself as he brushes her hair away from her face.

you're so beautiful.

He thanked her again for staying alive.

again and again in his head.