The saying of "First love NEVER dies" must be true, Because for me it stayed,it stayed in my heart for ALL these years.
As the Millienials call it "TOTGA",or The One That Got Away "My First Love" is also my "TOTGA", I should've held on to his hand longer,or better yet, I should've NEVER let go of his hand if, I only knew maybe it would've been different between us?.
But lately it seems that my heartbeat has changed it seems okay,eventhough, I want,and need to cry nothing,nothing seems to happen, I know that, I love him,and also, I guess that will NEVER change and he'll ALWAYS have SPECIAL place in my heart.
But, I've accepted that his is no longer mine to hold on to; But "This isn't the last time", I'll say the words "I love you" from a far, Because, I'll ALWAYS say it,like he'll ALWAYS have a part of my heart.
