My heart has fought in the battle of love many times already ever since, I knew how to fall in love, But it ALWAYS ended up in pieces,pieces that, I didn't even know if, I could put back together with ALL the tears,and pain that came along.
But now that ALL my tears dried,and pain washed away,and my heart stronger now with every single beat it has, I wonder why, I still feel unsure, I worry about you, But whenever you're near it still feels normal to me, I seem to get mixed feelings, I don't know if my heart's telling me brush it off,or if it's scared to get hurt,and fight for what it feels to discover in itself again.
If, I tell you,you might start avoiding me,and for sure, I'll lose something that hasn't even started at all yet.
I don't feel right,my heart just finished healing from a long over-due heartbreak.
I want to be your friend,and see where it leads to, I know that, I can't expect anything,and assume anything, But, I know what's coming if tell you my heart's truth eventhough, I want to "Give my heart a fighting chance, But, I'm scared that, I'll have deeper battle wonds than before,so as long as, I know that, I have your friendship, I'll wave my white flag,and surrender from love for now.
