Alone
I'm alone
I need to cry
I need to scream
I need to breath
I need to be alone
Why am I so alone
Why am I such an idiot
Why can't I let go
Why am I so weak
Why don't I go
Why are you keeping me here
Why do you need me
Nobody should need me
I'm a mess
I'm a useless
Disgusting
Annoying mess
I don't deserve your love
Leave me alone
Why don't you want to leave me alone
Why do you love me
How can you love me
How can you think I'm worth anything
How can you stand being in a room with me
How do you not recoil when your lips touch my cheek
How are you not sick from breathing the same air as me
Why don't you leave me alone
I deserve to be alone
I don't deserve affection
I don't need you or anyone else
You and everyone else would be better if I weren't here
Why don't you want to leave me alone
I would die if it weren't for you
I would give up
But you say you need me
You say you love me
Why would you love a thing like me
How could you love a thing like me
Just let me die
Just go and let me die
Let me be alone
And then everything will be okay
YOU ARE READING
Dangerous Mind
PoetryMy dark thoughts in the form of poems and short stories. Possible trigger warning, sorry. Current cover by @EveThePoet. Thanks :)
