Growing up my father expressed to me and my siblings a few life lessons the first being men don't cry, under any circumstances and I could honestly say that if we were ever caught shedding even one tear then we'd get the shyt beat out of us... to the point that I was almost certain that I couldn't cry. The second thing he taught us was family above everything; even though he had five kids (four sons and one daughter) by five different women, he made sure that we were always taken care of and that we always stayed close with each other. The last thing he taught us was independence, never to rely on anyone for anything.... that included fighting, making money, handling any and every responsibility that was placed before us..... That was then when there were five of us, now there were only two; my oldest brother was murdered in a home invasion, my brother under him committed suicide and to this day none of us knows why, and my sister was killed in a driveby with her boyfriend... so now it was just me and my little brother Nick... but I hadn't talked to him in a while considering that his mom up and moved outta state to protect him. So yeah I had a fucked up life but I was stronger because of it and even though I didn't have my siblings, my dad, or my mom.... I had my boys which was all the family I needed.
"Ayy gay boy!!!" My bro Shymal called out to his gay ass little brother, we had decided to move the party back to his crib since the pussy ass niggas I lived with were too scared to say anything now that I had some backup, granted I could've taken all of them by myself but I knew these niggas would've been pissed if I didn't tell them. "Ayy princess, call some of your FEMALE friends over so me and my boys can run through them.... again." Shymal said laughing while his little brother Sayon, rolled his eyes.
"Why is it that the only time you want to have anything to do with me is when you want me to call over my friends?" He said looking at his brother and of course, the rest of us decided to egg the situation on, we needed some entertainment until the pussy arrived.
"That's because I don't want that fag shyt rubbing off on me..... the ONLY thing you're good for is providing a never-ending stream of bitches who loved getting dicked down by my team. Other than that you can go play in traffic... won't be no skin off my back, I miss being an only child anyway." Shymal said and of course with us being drunk and high we started laughing and the only thing that made it funnier was the fact that Sayon was about to start crying.
"That nigga crying and shyt...." Raynard said laughing his ass off, but I was trying to figure out why the hell he was still standing there and why he hasn't called his thot ass friends yet. "Ayy call them hoes and tell them to bring their own weed because I don't share blunts with my bros let alone a hoe that's about to be suckin dick all night."
"You fuckin call them bitch." Sayon said and Raynard jumped up and Sayon ran out the room.
"I don't know how you do it Shy, if I had a brother and that nigga was gay I'd be too paranoid to sleep in the same house with him, and to think you gotta share a bathroom with that nigga." Onyx said shaking his head in disgust.
"That's nothing imagine living in a whole house of them... I mean did y'all see the way that bitch ass nigga Izaia was all hugged up that one nigga when we pulled up? See I always knew there was something strange about that whole little group, I wouldn't be surprised if they were fuckin each other." Shymal said and I shrugged it wasn't my problem as long as they kept that gay shyt away from me.
"Fuck them... where da bitches at?" I asked because I was high and horny and I needed some relief after not beating that nigga Denzel's ass again. It took about two hours but finally, Sayon's friends arrived and I really didn't care to remember their names all I wanted was my dick sucked and then I was bouncing. "Man this bitch is weak ass fuck, one of y'all trade me." I said pushing the random bitch off my lap because my dick would not get hard no matter what she did.
"Shyt if you don't want her I'll take her....." Raynard said pulling her over to him and one of her friends, this was some straight up bullshyt... maybe I was too high to get hard, nah that wasn't it cuz before those bitches got there my dick was rock solid now... nothing. Since these niggas were preoccupied I walked downstairs to get something to drink because I didn't want to be the only nigga in the room not getting any pussy. Shymal's house was a decent size, it didn't have shyt on the group home but whatever... this place felt more like home than there.
"So you're really going to let them talk to me like that?" Sayon asked walking into the kitchen, I couldn't help but laugh because this nigga was delusional as fuck. "Oh so now it's funny, well let's see how funny it is when I expose you to your friends." Sayon said getting ready to walk out the kitchen but I jumped up and blocked him from leaving.
"Man you trippin... what we did was nothing, you sucked my dick... that's it.... nothing more, don't make this into something that it's not." I said looking at him, and for the record, I wasn't gay; I never kissed a dude, I never fucked a dude, I never laid up with a dude, the most I've ever done was let this nigga Sayon suck my dick from time to time. I have no emotional attachment to a nigga so in my eyes I wasn't gay. "Look what your brother said was foul, funny as fuck but foul.... and you know he don't mean that shyt Sayon so don't let it get to you." I said because at this point I was going to explode if I didn't bust a nut soon and since he was standing here.....
"Nayquinn you know my feelings for you... you're the only person I've ever done anything with and I want you to be my first." Sayon said with tears streaming down his face, at this point I was willing to say whatever if it meant I could bust in his mouth.
"Man let me think about it...." I lied. "But for now....." I said pulling my dick out and he knew exactly what to do.....
When I got back to the house I took a hot shower to wash the disgust from my body, I hated that I let a nigga sucked my dick... but I had trained him so well that he knew exactly what to do and how to do it. I walked downstairs where that nigga with the waves was cooking something and no lie that shyt smelled good as fuck..... but I wouldn't let him know that.
"When's that shyt going to be done?" I asked and he turned and looked at me. "Nigga, you heard what the fuck I asked, so what are you deaf or something?" I asked daring him to do something. The dude Will or whatever looked around the room, before punching me so hard in the chest I crumpled to the ground and started gasping for air.
"See I tried to tell Devin I didn't have the patience to deal with smart ass kids.... but nah he wanted to pull the best friend card and ask me to do this one favor for him. Now Nayquinn, I'm not like these other staff members I have no problem putting my hands on you because I can lose this job and be making six figures tomorrow..... So consider this the first and last time we have this conversation." Will said turning around as if I wasn't laying there dying.
"BITCH ASS NIGGA YOU CAN'T PUT YOUR HANDS ON ME!!!!!" I said trying to get up but that punch had my entire body was on fire. "I CAN'T WAIT TO GO SEE MY DAD, HE'S GOING TO BEAT THE FUCK OUTTA YOU!!!!" I said managing to make it to my knees, Will looked at me and smirked.
"Nigga yo daddy is a bitch and I'll be waiting for him to get out, but in the meantime...." Will said pulling out his phone. "Ayy Devin, what's Noah and Saint up too?" Will asked and I was completely confused. "Damn them little niggas is starting college and shyt, that's wassup... I was thinking about having them up here for a weekend to teach these dudes the importance of school and shyt but I know Noah is focused on football.... so can you have Saint come up here.... aight bet, I'll talk to you later bro." Will said hanging up. "I should be embarrassed that I allowed you to take me out of my element... so I promise I won't put my hands on you again." Will said smiling.
"Nigga you can call whoever the fuck you want I'll beat their ass too......" I said leaning on the counter for support.
"I'll let you think that.... now go wash your dirty little hands because I'm almost finished cooking and my mama raised me with manners." Will said and I swear I was going to end up beating his ass one of these days. But I wasn't in any condition to fight right now because he had caught me off guard, so I walked up to my room and grabbed my phone.... I was going to send a text to my boys letting them know what happened but I had more pressing issues to deal with.
NICK: N UR CITY THIS WEEKEND WANNA C U BIG BRO
