Kairo took things extremely well, all things considered, he understood where I was coming from and didn't hold any hostility towards me or my decision; he did have one request however.... that we could still fuck around whenever the need arises. I was fine with that, I had no interest in fuckin a bunch of people so having a steady person I can fuck was perfect for me as long as we were on the same page about us being JUST FRIENDS then I really think this could work. I left out his house and realized that it was pretty stupid for me to do this here, I mean if Kairo wanted to be petty and vindictive he could've caused a scene and I would've had to fight my way outta here, thank GOD he wasn't that type of person. Now that I was single, the most important thing was for me to find my happiness..... the sad thing is I didn't know what that looked like. I had my internship but that was work and while it was true that I loved doing it and it made me happy, that was a different type of happiness... I was searching for something that I really enjoyed, something that wasn't a job or anything like that but something I did because I truly loved it.
"I can't believe you actually went through with it...." Fitz said shaking his head. "I really thought you were going to pussy out and come up with an excuse to prolong this shyt... so what are you going to do with your new-found singlehood?" He asked reaching over and grabbing some of the fries off my tray.
"I'm not entirely sure yet... I'm not going to hoe around if that's what you're thinking, I guess I wanna find out what makes me happy. I might reach out to Quincy." I said looking down though I could feel Tyrik and Fitz's eyes on me. "I know y'all probably think I'm crazy, but he's the only family I have... both our dads are locked up and my mom is gone, maybe if I talk to him we'll be able to rebuild our relationship, before all this we were close as fuck."
"Quincy is the reason you and Kairo decided to take a break.... I don't think he's interested in rebuilding y'alls relationship and he's not the only family you have left. You got me and this clown." Tyrik said pointing to Fitz. "As well as the dudes you live with, y'all seem to be a lot closer since coming back from Columbus."
"Yeah, we bonded.... though please don't mention that city, I'm still pissed about losing that damn trip. Can y'all imagine, two weeks away from Seattle, us three and Kairo.... on some exotic island.... all that gone because I got out fuckin voted." I said getting pissed all over again.
"That nigga Josiah moved out here didn't he?" Tyrik asked and I nodded. "Good, I'm going to check his ass the next time I see him for fuckin up my trip." He said reaching over and grabbing some fries and I just pushed my tray over to them because there was barely any left. "So tell us about the new dudes that moved in." Tyrik said and I really didn't feel like going through their personal business.
"Montello you already know, there's Vinciano from Vegas, Patrick from Kansas City, DaShane from Chicago, Senait from Charlotte, and Roland from Memphis.... they all seem coo for the most part but that nigga Roland has some serious self-hatred for himself and it's annoying as fuck but the rest of them are all coo as fuck." I said. "Y'all coming to the game tonight?" I asked and they both nodded, speaking of Calvin's game we didn't have much time before it started and I still needed to get dressed, thankfully Yin let me off so I didn't miss the game.
"You should definitely fuck Shane.... not the dude DaShane in the other house." Fitz said and I looked at him because I knew which one he was talking about but I wanted to reconnect with Shane on a FRIEND level, besides sex was the last thing on my mind. "What? I'm just saying Ka'Jai, there's a small window of time before he becomes free to pursue and I'm trying to skeet on his face." This nigga was a sex addict.......
We got back to the house and everyone was already ready, it was crazy seeing Nayquinn be open with Shooter like these niggas lips seemed to be glued together and it was getting to the point that I was convinced they were going to skip the game. Marcelino had already elected to chill with his dude tonight and Denzel had gone over to Izaia's house since that was his boy and he was rooting for him.
