I looked down at Marcelino who was laying across my chest reading me this book and all I could think about was how funny life was, me three years ago would've never even considered sharing the same towel with a nigga and now I couldn't even imagine my life without this one dude in particular. Marcelino thought he was slick when he first started coming around I knew he had a crush me and I just thought it was some little dudes fantasy about some schoolboy, but then we started hanging out and I don't know.... dude made laugh. Growing up there wasn't much laughter in my life, at a young age I had to be the man of the house so there was no time for games, I had responsibilities to my family and I'm not going to lie the stress almost broke me. But then along Marcelino, even though I knew he was gay and I knew that he liked me but it was his energy that attracted me being around him was different then my boys, being around him was as easy as breathing and there was no stress.
The more we hung out the more I couldn't stop thinking about him, well it was actually something he said that I couldn't stop thinking about 'dudes suck dick better than girls', for a month I tried getting that out of my head but eventually curiosity won out and dude did things to me that damn near broke me...... I was running for his head game and I knew if I let him do it again I'd never let him go, so for a month after that I cut off all contact, fucked a lot of different women trying to convince myself that I wasn't feeling him and then it happened. I saw him with some other nigga and I damn near went on a rampage, an unnatural feeling of jealousy took over me and I knew I had to get my dude and ever since then we've been nearly inseparable. This was my muthafuckin dawg, my right hand, my best friend and I would do anything for him because I know he would do the same for me.
" 'Black knew that Jab was right even though he didn't want to accept it. He lightly let E-Double's body go and kissed him on the cheek as his warm, salty tears dropped onto Double's face. Quickly, the two men escaped the no small carnage that they left behind' and I think that's a good place to stop." Marcelino said marking the page we let off and closing the book.
"Hol'up nah fuck that you gotta read at least one more chapter Marcelino." I said wanting to know what happened next, whenever we stayed the night together Marcelino would read me at least one chapter of this book he was reading called 'Ice', I swear I loved the sound of his deep yet silky voice he could read the phonebook and I'd be mesmerized.
"Nah I think that's a good place to stop, that way I know you'll invite me back over." Marcelino said smirking, if you were just meeting Marcelino for the first time you'd never know that he was gay, I mean he wasn't feminine, he didn't act like that typical gay dudes they have on Love and Hip Hop he was just him.... and he was loyal as fuck. When I first came out to my family, most of them disowned me and one day I had got into an argument with my uncles and Marcelino went off on them and that showed me he had heart because my uncles were some big ass niggas. When I was locked up he took care of my seed and when I got out he made sure I was straight, I don't know too many niggas that would do that for somebody.... even now that I was technically homeless since Lamonte kicked me out, he was doing everything in his power to make sure that I was good even paying for a week in this hotel room.
"Come on Marcelino one more chapter please?" I asked pulling his face to mine and kissing him gently, we had a rule that our kisses couldn't last more than three seconds because if they did, there was no stopping us from fuckin and we had already gotten a warning about the noise so I didn't want to take any chances.
"Nope...." He said getting up and walking to the bathroom and as he walked away my eyes were fixed on his ass.
"I told you about wearing colorful boxer briefs around me Marcelino, you know how sexy I find that shyt and I really think you're doing it to torture me." I said trying to keep my dick from getting hard.
