Let me take you back to a time long ago.... actually a couple months ago, me and Ja'Koda had just called it quits and I was on my hoe shyt, I was trying to fuck everything to get the bad taste of Ja'Koda out of my mouth because that nigga had fucked up my whole mental space and I needed something to cleanse my palate. Enter Ashanti, I'll be honest..... the first thing I noticed was her skin, when I say she had the most beautiful skin I had ever seen like that shyt was flawless. We talk and I learned she was bisexual too and that brought us closer together, over the next few months we got closer; sure we had our ups and downs like most couples but I would say that it was a normal relationship. Then she broke up with me and that very same day she came and told me that she was pregnant, I knew there was a possibility that it could happen because I never used condoms but what I still needed answers for is why she broke up with me, I know she said it was because she couldn't be with a bisexual dude but the more that I thought about it the more I found that shyt hard to believe. We took our seats in the bleachers and I was glad to have an excuse not to sit by Madison because she was lowkey embarrassing with her face painted in our school colors.
"So...... why did you break up with me?" I asked as we sat in the upper right corner of the bleachers we were far enough away where people wouldn't overhear our conversation but close enough where if something popped off I could get to my brother.
"Because I was scared... not of how you'd react to me being pregnant but scared that you'd be mad at the decision I was going to make... When I first found out my first reaction was termination, I'm not ready to be a mother and I knew you'd go off if you knew what I was thinking....." Ashanti said and I sat there staring at her.
"Basically what you're saying is.... your plan was to break up with me, get an abortion, and go on with your life and not tell me at all?" I asked clenching my fist. "That's foul Ashanti like I don't think you realize how fucked up that is.... you know about my issues with my dad and for you do some shyt like that.............."
"That's the thing Mauricio this isn't just about you and your daddy issues! This is about me, this is about the kid! Let's be real here we're in no position to take care of a child, your living situation is unstable, I'm not financially ready for a child and we're both too immature to be somebodies parents. So when I found out I panicked and broke up with you.... then I sat down and thought about it..... and when I really analyzed everything I knew that despite everything we'd be some good parents."
"I'm scared man....." I said quietly.
"I am too but we'll get through this and we have options..... but we can talk about that later, it's time for kickoff." Ashanti said laying her head on my shoulder and I could feel her hands shaking and I grabbed her hand letting her know that I would be there.
Calvin Lollis.... I didn't believe the hype, I mean no one could be THAT good..... boy was I wrong; watching Calvin was like watching a train go up against a termite. Literally, no one on the field could stop him and it seemed like the more the game went on, while everyone else seemed to get tired Calvin seemed to find more energy and in the end the score was 63-7, Calvin had seven touchdowns by himself. After the game we were standing in the parking lot chillin, Madison had taken Ashanti home and Ka'Jai had left with Kairo leaving just me, Marcelino, and Calvin.
"What y'all got planned for the rest of the night?" I asked Marcelino and Calvin.
"I'm staying over Ziggy's..... we got some things to do tomorrow." Calvin said quietly.
"You already know what I'm on.... Piru's getting us a hotel room and I don't plan on seeing y'all until Sunday night. What about you little bro?" Marcelino asked and right as he said it an all black Durango pulled up and Supreme stepped out, I was surprised to see him but also... I don't know how to describe it, my skin got all tingly and my stomach started to feel funny.
