strangers in love

chapter 46

AMELIAS POV
Owen was at work and I needed to talk to my mom. Of course I love Owen and I want to marry him, and I'm so happy with him but I'm scared. I picked up my phone and called my mom.
"Hey honey," she said.
"Hey can you come over?" I asked.
"Yes of course what's wrong?" She said.
"I just need to talk," I said.
"Did you say yes?" She asked.
"Mom of course I said yes," I chuckled.
"Okay I'll be over," she said.
"Thank you," I said. I don't know why but I was so nervous and anxious about this but I needed to talk to someone, especially my mom. The doorbell rang and I ran to the door and opened it.
"Thank god you're here," I said and pulled her inside.
"Amelia what's going on?" She asked. I pulled her into the kitchen and sat down.
"Mom I'm scared to marry Owen," I said.
"What? Why?" She asked and sat down next to me.
"Mom I love him, I really do, and he makes me the happiest girl in the world but I feel like it's all going so quickly and I have the kids and I'm really scared and nervous after Spencer to marry someone again even though I love Owen so much," I said.
"Okay," she said, "Okay that's okay, have you talked to him about this?"
"No I'm too scared to," I said, "I feel like he'll hate me or not want to marry me."
"Amelia, he won't hate you or not want to marry you, Amelia he loves you," she said.
"I just wish Spencer would stop calling and he would be out of my life because sometimes my feelings for him come back and I don't know what to do," I said crying.
"Oh honey," she said and hugged me.
"I don't love Spencer and I don't know why this is happening," I said crying. I hugged my mom and she rubbed my back.
"Honey it'll be okay," she said, "talk to him, I promise if he loves you as much as I know he does it'll all be okay."
"I'm scared to talk to him," I said, "I don't know why he's the sweetest and the best and I love him."
"Talk to him okay?" She said.
"What do I even say?" I said, "it's not that I don't want to marry him it's that I'm just scared."
"I know," she said, "and he'll understand that."
"Mom can I tell you something else?" I said.
"Of course honey," she said.
"I'm pregnant," I said.