chapter 63

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EMMAS POV
I miss my old life. I love Owen and Asher but i miss my dad and old friends. I miss my old school. I miss my good friends who didn't drink and stuff. It's just so different here. I feel like the only way to fit in is to drink and stuff like that, which I don't want to do. And then there's Mike. That's a whole mess. It's all cause I like him. I got my phone taken away last night for drinking and I know my mom is so disappointed in me which makes me so sad. I really miss my dad. I yelled at my mom before and i feel really bad about that. I wanted to apologize to her so I walked downstairs into the kitchen where she was crying into Owen. I froze because I didn't know what to do.
"Mom?" I said.
"Oh hey," she said and wiped her tears.
"I'm sorry I yelled at you," I said, trying not to cry.
"It's okay come here," she said and hugged me.
"I love you," I said.
"I love you too," she said.
AMELIAS POV
I was so stressed out about this whole situation. I knew she missed her dad, and her friends, but I didn't want to go see Spencer. I was upstairs with Owen and Asher stressing out. He was holding Asher trying to get him to fall asleep as I was pacing around the room.
"Amelia calm down okay?" He said.
"What am I supposed to do?" I said.
"If you want to go I can watch the kids," he offered.
"I don't want to go," I said.
"I know," he said.
"I mean I've kept her from him long enough I guess she has to see him if she wants," I said crying. He put Asher in his crib and got up and brought me into his arms.
"Hey it's going to be okay," He said, "breathe okay?"
"Owen I cant go see him," I said crying, "I can't."
"You can if you take a deep breathe okay? I know you don't want to, but if you want to take her you can do it Okay," he said, "and you don't have to talk to him."
"I wasn't going to," I said.
"Okay," he said and kissed my forehead.
"I guess I'll take her," I shrugged, "I can't take Joey or Izzy they're too young."
"Yeah," Owen said.
"I'll have to call the jail," I shrugged, "my favorite."
"I'm sorry," he said.
"I'm taking her once that's it," I said. He brought me closer to him and I cuddled into his chest.
"Do you want me to go with you?" He offered.
"I mean you can but whose gonna watch Asher, Joey, and Izzy," I said.
"Yeah," He said.
"Also you don't want to go to the jail," I said.
"Okay," he said.
"Great now I have to call a fucking prison to let my 14 year old daughter visit my pedophile ex husband," I said.
"Hey," he said, making a comment that I just dropped the f bomb in front of our newborn son.
"Sorry," I said, "I'm just really upset."
"Maybe i should call," he offered.
"I'll deal with it," I shrugged.
"Okay," he said.
"Maybe after this she'll get it out of her system and go back to herself and stop making bad choices," I said.
"Hopefully," Owen said.
"I'm really scared she's going to try drugs because of this boy," I said.
"Me too," he said.
"She won't listen to me," I said, "she listens to you."
"Funny how that works," he chuckled.
"Yeah," I chuckled.
"Just calm down, she's a very smart girl and she will make a few mistakes but she'll make the right choices," I said, "and she has a wonderful mom by her side the whole time." I smiled at him and kissed his cheek.
"I love you," I smiled.
"I love you too," he said.

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