Spiderman/Peter Parker & Avengers Oneshots (Hiatus)

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I can't handle these pressures

Spiderman and school have been really hard on Peter recently.

Villains never seem to sleep.

All his teachers seem to be out to get him.

All I can say is, this stress hurts

The stress was killing him. He barely had an hour sleep each night.

Things are supposed to get better

He just keeps praying that things will get better.

I just need to put myself first

He knows he should rest and let himself relax for a while.

I'm always trying my hardest

He's giving it he's all but nothing works.

Not to pick myself apart, this

He doesn't want to be broken.

Energy's killing my vibes now

The happiness is making him disgusted.

Sometimes I just wanna drown out

Sometimes he wish he wasn't the center of attention as Spiderman.

All of the thoughts in my mind, too much

He keeps thinking and thinking and thinking.

Going on at the same time,

To the point where there is too many thoughts for him to handle.

I wish it would stop and I've tried,

He's tried to cut himself but his healing factor always sews him up before he feels the pain.

but life just sucks then we all die

Flash has been horrible.

That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me

He's seen death, he knows what reality looks like.

Yeah, I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna be

He knows he's fucked up but he doesn't want to be.

He never wanted his parents to die.

Never wanted the spider bite to happen.

Never wanted uncle Ben to get shot and die.

Never wanted aunt May to get cancer and be stuck in the hospital.

I wonder if I'm good enough

He wonders if Spiderman is good enough.