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Zoyaan:

Kal ki raat mere liye mehaz ek raat nahi blke meri zindagi ka ek naya aghaz thi, jisko maine Khuda se har dua mai manga tha wo meri humsafar bnke mere raasto ki rahguzar bnchuki thi. Ayesha mere brabar mai leti sukun se blkl ksi bachay ki manind gehri neend soi hui thi, aur uska ye roop dekh kr mai apne Rabb ka shukr ada kr rha tha ke Uss ne mere sabar ko chun lya tha aur mjhe mera sila dunya mai hi milgya tha.

Ahistagi se maine uski zulfon ko uske chehre se hataya jo uski neend ko preshan kr rhe thay phr aik shafqat bhara bosa uske mathay pr chaspaan kya. Kuch der main yunhi usko takta raha aur phir apni nadan si mohabbat ko sochte huay apne baalon mai hath phera aur uth khara hua. Main jane hi laga tha ke uss ne mera hath pakar lya, mjhe nahi pata tha ke wo jaag chuki hay.

" Oh tw ap Sherni hain. Neend mai bhi hoshyar rehti hain. "

Muskurata hua wapas palta aur uske paas hi bed pr beth gya, wo ab uth kr headboard se peeth ko tikaye beth gyi thi.

' Good Morning. Assalam.o.Alaikum. Umeed krti hu ye hmari zindagi ka ek khubsurat safar hoga. '

Maine uske hatho ko apne hatho mai lya aur thaame rkha, phr ek hath uske chehre pr pyar se rkha aur kaha

" Tw meri sherni apko apne shareek e safar pr doubt hay kya? Kya apko aesa lgta hay ke main apko khush nahi rkh pauga? "

Wo thora jhijak rahi thi kuch kehne ke liye lekin jab maine uske hath ko apne dono hatho ke beech mai dabaya, usko kuch aitebar hone laga tw wo bol uthi,

' Nahi. Mera matlab wo nahi tha . Wo Hooriya... '

" Hooriya meri beti hay, aur main usse bohat mohabbat krta hun. Lekin iska ye mtlab nahi ke main tum se mohabbat nahi krta. Tmhare hisse ki khushi aur tmhare hisse ka pyar mai ksi aur ko kbhi nahi bantu ga, mai waada krta hun... Magar mjhe bhi tum se ek waada chahye. Aur wo ye ke tum hmesha Hooriya ko apni aulad ki trah chahogi. Jo bhi hua wo theek nahi tha, lekin Farooq mera dost tha. Aur phir Seema se shadi krne ke baad maine usse yaqeen dilaya tha ke uski beti ka mai hmesha khyal rkhuga... Tw ab jbke wo nahi hay is dunya mai tw mera poora farz bnta hay ke mai usse usi trah pyar du jistrah uski maa ke samne deta tha. Aur mjhe bhi usse unsiat si hochuki hay. Tw... Kya tum waada krskti ho, ke jb bhi hmen aulad ho tm hmari aulad mai aur Hooriya mai tafarruq nahi bantogi? "

Hooriya ko le kr mai shayad kuch zyada hassass sa hogya tha, Seema se mjhe mohabbat tw nahi ho pai thi lekin unke liye mere dil main aik alag maqam tha. Main chahta tha ke Ayesha ne jistrah mjhe apnaya hay ussi trah meri beti ko bhi apnaye.

' Mjhe kuch waqt chahye sochne ke liye. Usse pehle main waada nahi krskti. Lekin haan itna zroor kahugi ke mai usse kmse nafrat na krne ki poori koshish krugi. '

Ayesha ki ye baat sun kr mjhe thora thais pohcha magar maine baat brdasht krli, uske liye abhi ye baat ko brdasht krna shayad itna asaan nahi tha kiunke wo uski soyan ki beti thi jise mai apni beti maan chuka tha.

" Hmm. Koi baat nahi. Tum waqt le skti ho. Mjhe khushi hui ye sun kr ke tm meri beti se mere rishte ka ehtram krti ho. Main waada krta hun main tmhe itna khush rkhuga ke tmhe kbhi bhi koi gham akele sehne nahi duga. Gham tw Allah ke chunay huay log uthate hain na, main tmhara har haal main saath duga. "

Jispr wo sirf muskurayi aur phir uth kr tyyar hone ke liye chali gyi. Ek nayi zindagi hmari muntazir khari thi.