The feeling begins to overwhelm me. The negative thoughts in my head become louder and louder. My mind anticipating the worst of everything I have planned today. This is a recurring thing. My mind is always doing this, but today is really bad.
When I try to push the thoughts out, even worse thoughts enter their place. I place my hands over my ears and slide down against the wall. I softly began to cry. This time isn't like before. No, this time is different.
The pounding in my chest increases. Nausea is always a symptom. The food I had for breakfast is turning in my stomach. I push myself to the toilet and vomit while pulling my hair out of the way. When nothing else will come up, I crawl back between the cabinet and the bathtub.
The room in spinning. Around and Around. I grip the edge of the tub with both hands. I have too. I don't feel like I am here. If I don't grab onto something how do I know I am still on the ground?
Chris walks down the hallway but back tracks when he hears me. He stands there for a minute calling my name, but all I can do is cry. When I try to form words, nothing comes out of my mouth but uncontrollable sobs. Chris walks fully into the room and kneels down in front of me.
He speaks soothing calm words to me. He extends his hand to me but I don't take it. I keep a firm grip on the tub. Chris begins to gently pull my fingers off the tub which made me cry even more. What was going to keep me on the ground?
Chris put my hand on him and I quickly gripped his white t shirt. He takes my other hand and pulls me to my feet against my will. He speaks such nice words to me as I cry into his shirt. My best friend. My brother.
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Ring of Fire (Completed) Book 1 Vanelzing Series
Aktuelle LiteraturAlexis McCulluman didn't know what to expect when the Vanelzing's moved in. She thought they would be just another family in her small little town. Little did she know her life was about to be turned upside down. Follow Alexis as she journeys on a r...
