Green_boi: shit, guys I'm getting tired..
Iceyhot: you should go to sleep then
Tired.af: yeah its almost 11 anyway
I yawned and wiped my eyes. Fuck.
Green_boi: I can't sleep tho
Tired.af: just put ur phone down, stupid
Iceyhot: did you even sleep when we were at shinsou's?
Tured.af: oh yeah, when I woke up you were already awake
Well this was bound to happen even eventually, right? I'm backed into a corner though. I hate it. I just stared at the blinding light of my screen for a few moments.
Green_boi: Guys, I can't
Tired.af: wdym
Green_boi: I don't want to say it...
Iceyhot: you can tell us anything
Green_boi: I know..
Green_boi: I just.. I'm scared to.
Tired.af: to sleep?
Green_boi: yeah.
Green_boi: because of my quirk, I cant sleep without having a nightmare.
Iceyhot: have you tried relaxing music..?
Green_boi: i've tried everything, my quirk trumps it all
Green_boi: and I'm out of pills that keep me up😑
Tired.af: Midoriya, that's really not good for you
Iceyhot: dammit, when's the last time you slept?
Green_boi: it doesn't matter.
Tured.af: that's why the circles under your eyes are so damn dark. Midoriya, please go to sleep. You can call us and rant if you wake up from a nightmare
Iceyhot: your gonna make yourself sick living like that. Those pills aren't good if you use them constantly
Green_boi: damn. I'll mute this fucking chat if you're gonna be like that
Tired.af: Midoriya, he's right..
Iceyhot: dont get mad at us, I'll drop it if that's what you want, but I still think you need to sleep. And like Shinsou said, you can call either of us if you need to.
Green_boi: sorry. I'm just irritable rn and I'm not mad I'm just really terrified to fall asleep. The last time I slept well on my own was when I was a kid
Tired.af: I get that, and this is the last time I'll say it, but you should try to sleep regardless.
I rolled over on my side and looked at the messages. I know they're right. God do I know it. But it seems like everytime I close my eyes there's a different monster just sitting on my eyelids.
Green_boi: ..ok
Iceyhot: goodnight Midoriya
Tired.af: call us if you need to alright?
Green_boi: yeah
I turned off my phone and plugged it in before setting it on my bedside table. Instantly, the darkness of my room seemed to terrify me.
I took a shaky breath as I looked around the room, at all the shadowy figures of my furniture.
I turned on my side and pulled the blanket over my head. It was hotter under the blanket and harder to breath, but I didn't care about that.
I wrapped my arms around my stomach and closed my eyes tightly.
A screeching voice yelled and echoed in the air.
I turned in every direction, seeing nothing but my own reflection. Everywhere I turned there was a mirror, like I was running through a fun house.
My pupils were black and my hair fell into my eyes.
The peircing shreik got louder as I turned frantically, looking for a way out of this hell hole.
I looked up to the blood-red sky and saw the orange hues of clouds swimming around. The sky seemed to spin and race by as I looked up, I became dizzy, entranced by the movement and stumbled around the maze of mirrors.
"You're worthless."
"Stupid."
"You'll never be a hero."
"Monster."
"That kid scares me."
"Just kill yourself."
"Freak."
"Villain."
"Why are you trying?"
"You're horrifying."
A million voices overlapped, on top of the screeching, and made my ears bleed. I finally fell after staring at the clouds that flowed like water over moving rocks.
Every mirror fell to peices as I collided with only one.
I seemed to fall forever, head first. My head pounded as my eyes flooded with black tears.
I crashed into a checkered floor, feeling tiny as each square was almost 10x10ft.
My heart pounded and my mind only had one thought. RUN. I got to my feet and did exactly that. I found that the ground was covered in water, being pushed by my feet as I sprinted forward. My hair blew out of my face and it was difficult to see through my dark tears. I ignored a glowing red light that came behind me from the moment I took a single step.
I fell back and wiped my face as I hit a wall out of nowhere. When I opened my eyes, I was at UA and the wall I had just hit was the outside of the building.
A bright red had reflected in the Windows of the school, contrasting the the sky blue just behind it.
I could hear my heavy breathing and could feel my heart beating in my chest as I got to my feet. I stared up at the building, unable to make out what was reflecting from behind me.
I closed my eyes as I was breathing heavily. Slowly, I turned--eyes still closed--until I had done a 180.
I took a deep breath, attempting to steady my breathing before I opened my eyes.
And that's what I saw staring back at me. A pair of large red eyes, mine, floated in the sky and glared down at me.
I jumped forward, tears flooding from my eyes and there was a dim light shining through the curtains.
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Violent World (Villain Deku)
FanfictionDeku's parents got into an arguement one night, waking young Izuku. The outcome left him alone with his (slightly mentally abusive) father. Because of the quirk he grew up with, many people hated and bullied him until high school. Things change when...