Taylor Swift Imagines - Book one (gxg) - COMPLETED & FULLY EDITED

"I'll be home soon"

Every day without Taylor was a bad day. She was on tour at the moment and even though she'd be coming home in a month, a month without her with you was a month you didn't want to face.

It always felt like things went wrong when she wasn't with you. She's been gone for eight months now and though you've somehow made it through it, you felt like you wouldn't be able to get through this month.

You just missed her so much. All you wanted was to crawl into her lap and for her to just hold you and remind you that everything was gonna be okay because right now it felt like it wasn't.

You were hesitant to call her because you knew she must be busy but you just needed to hear her voice.

So you picked up your phone and took some deep breaths, trying to fight the anxiety and tears. It rang a couple of times before you heard her voice.

"y/n? Baby! Hi, how are you?"

She sounded happy. You didn't want to ruin that. So you tried to disguise the sadness and anxiety in your voice, hoping she'd buy it.

"I'm okay."

But she knew you better than that. She always knows how to tell when you're upset, no matter how much you try to hide it.

"Honey, what's wrong? Is everything okay?"

You tried to fight the urge to cry but you couldn't. The tears fell down from your eyes and your breath got caught in your throat.

"No."

You managed to whisper out. You feared that she didn't hear it because you said it so quietly, but she did. She heard it and she had to fight back tears of her own.

It's always hard on her when you're upset but when you're upset and she's not there... it's practically unbearable.

"Baby tell me what's wrong."

A sob escaped your lips and it took you a few seconds to catch your breath and find your voice, but when you did you barely recognized it.

"I miss you. I miss you a lot Taylor. It's so hard when you're not here. It feels like everything's falling apart. Can you please come home?"

She was already saddened by you being upset, but you almost begging her to come home was what sent her over the edge and made her cry with you.

"I wish I could, y/n. I really wish I could. But I'm gonna be home in a month baby it's not that much longer."

She heard you sob again and she bit her lip, biting so hard she thought it might bleed.

"I know it's hard babydoll, I do. It's not easy on me either. I miss you just as much as you miss me, if not more. But you're so much stronger than you think you are, my love. We are so much stronger than you think. We've already made it through eight months, we just gotta make it through one more. We can do it, baby."

She heard you sniffle and mumble out an 'okay'. She smiled to herself, admiring how strong you are.

"I'll be home soon, baby, real soon. Just another month and then I'll be home and we can do whatever you want together. We can watch movies or go out or stay in and cuddle for a week straight while we live on takeout food, okay? I just need you to be strong for me until then."

"Okay. I love you Taylor and I miss you so much."

She giggled adorably making you giggle too, her sweet voice and reassuring words making you feel better already.

"I love you and miss you so much more. Baby I hate to do this, but I have to go finish up soundcheck for tonight. I'll give you a call back in just a couple hours, okay? You'll be okay right?"

"Yeah. Yeah I'll be alright Tay. I love you, have a good soundcheck."

"Thank you y/n. I love you more."

You ended the call and placed your phone down on your bed before burying your face in Taylor's pillow.

It still smelled like her and it brought you comfort. Just a month to go. You'll be okay.