Fatal Redemption | J.J.K.

XXXVII

PAIGE;
I sighed as I looked away from my TV, it's barely the first day and I was beyond bored.

I just have two more days left then I can finally run.

It felt weird when my mom picked me up from school today, she hasn't done that since Lucas and I turned fifteen.

She's been keeping an eye on me like a hawk since the incident. She did let me take a shower when we got back but sat on the toilet, she was scared of me falling but I was fine.

She's also been using a bunch of home remedies on me and some have worked, it was a simple rub from my grandma's recipe and a heating pad.

All three of the boys have been acting and doing the same as well. I mean I get that they're caring but, is it really necessary?

The muscles in my legs are just seized, it only takes a few days to calm down and I'll be right as rain in no time.

My eyes landed to the side of my bed, on my small dresser. I bit my bottom lip and placed my hand on the drawer before pulling it out.

There it was...

...my sleeping pills.

I pursed my lips and thought about it before deciding that it would be best if I took them. I grabbed them as it rattled and picked up my strawberry Gatorade.

I opened the cap then read the instructions and it said to take two. I got the pills and swallowed them down with a gulp of my drink.

I groaned and set them down on the stand before laying back down. I hated swallowing pills.

I closed my eyes and hoped the pills would make my dreams work differently.

—

I felt someone shaking me awake, "What" I groaned and covered my eyes from the morning light that shined in my bedroom.

"Well, you're not a morning person" I heard an (un)familiar voice snicker.

I removed my hand and it was Jungkook. He wore a smile on his face as he looked down at me.

I squinted my eyes at him, what the hell was he doing here?!

And why was he in my room?!

He continued to stare down at me when his expression changed to worry,

"You're bleeding"

I touched my neck and there was definitely blood, "What the..?"

"Here. Let me" Jungkook crawled on me and pressed his lips to my neck. He spread my legs and rested between them.

I gasped as he started to clean the blood up, then he went for one specific spot, the skin below my left ear.

"Jungkook" I moaned and fluttered my eyes closed as he licked and planted kisses on it.

Why was he using his tongue to clean up my blood?

But, at the same time his tongue worked in a marvelous way as I had to bite down on my bottom lip to contain myself.

"There" he smiled as he lifted his head and looked at my face then gasped, "Your lips are bleeding too" I shot my eyes open.

I guess I bit too hard, goddamn it Paige!

He leaned down and I whimpered when his hot breath hit my now wet neck. He licked my lips and pressed his against mine.

I was confused until I automatically started to kiss back. I brung my hands to his hair and pulled at it.

He groaned and kissed me harder. He bit my bottom lip and sucked on it. I expected it hurt but it didn't, I moaned instead.

As he kissed me, his hand moved to my thigh and caressed it. I gasped, he was so gentle.

I shouldn't even be having dreams like this, especially with him.

I barely met him.

"Jungkook" I moaned his name instead of saying it in a stern voice. He stopped kissing me and I almost whined out at the lost of contact.

Oh my.. what the hell is wrong with me?!

"You're dreaming" he whispered as he stared into my eyes.

—

I shot my eyes open. I shuddered out an exhale and looked around. My window was opened and the soft breeze came through.

Who opened my window?

I decided to keep it open, I also noticed it was dark. Maybe still night or the early morning I couldn't tell.

I leaned back down and sighed. Why did that dream feel so real?

I need a gallon of holy water... and Jesus.

JUNGKOOK;
I've been wanting to start doing this thing where when I can't sleep I would go to Paige's house and watch/hear her during her slumber.

It was weird, but to romanticize it, her calm and subtle heart rate makes me feel warm. It's like a lullaby, coming from a girl that I absolutely adore.

I climbed up the tree that was beside her room window and looked through. She was already sleeping with her right leg hanging off the bed.

I chuckled to myself, what would I do without this girl?

I opened her window, silently and crawled through. I walked toward her bed, slowly inching closer to her.

I got to her and looked at her leg, I've had my muscles seize up on me before and it's not fun.

I could at least help her by stretching them out?

I kneeled down on the floor beside her and picked up her leg. She was so warm, I melted into her presence.

She stirred in her sleep, when I touched her. I smiled to myself, I would've done the same.

I bent her knee down and brung it up to her lower abdomen, I focused on the muscles I was stretching out.

"Jungkook" she moaned, my head snapped up to look at her. My eyes igniting something that I wouldn't be able to hold back.

She gasped in her dream and I widened my eyes in realization, she's dreaming of me.

Dirty thoughts clouded my mind, what exactly was she dreaming about?

I caught onto what I was doing and set her leg down, gently. I have to get out of here. I was going to stand up when I saw her hand move, I couldn't control myself so I watched.

Her hands went to the hem of her running shorts and she slowly lifted it up. My breath hitched as she gently stroked her thigh as if I were doing it to her in her dream.

She moaned my name one more time in her sleep and I stood up. I can't watch her do this anymore, I have to leave.

I walked towards her window and jumped out not bothering to close it after because if I wasted another minute near her then I wouldn't get myself to leave.

It would be my way of stalling, if I smelled her heat then there would be no going home for me.