Fatal Redemption | J.J.K.

LXXI

JUNGKOOK;
-Monday
Two days have passed since I've seen Paige and I wasn't going to school today because I was afraid of scaring her off again.

I stayed in bed, my brothers said I was depressed. I probably was but it didn't stop me from thinking about her.

Will she still like me?

Will she still want to be with me?

Will she still look at me the same?

Will she tell?

So many question were going through my head. I wanted answers, but I know I'd never find out.

-Tuesday
Jin and Namjoon are starting to catch on to my condition. Yoongi said it will pass but deep down, we all know it won't.

She's my mate and being away from her for so long was breaking my heart. I wanted to see her, hold her and kiss her.

But I can't, not without scaring her off at least.

I have stayed in the same position since yesterday. I didn't move at all.

I just thought about her.

-Wednesday
"So, since Paige isn't with you anymore can I take her?" Jimin asked from my doorway.

I didn't want to think like that, she hasn't called off our relationship yet. There was a bit of hope that sparked in me at the thought.

"She knows your a vampire too, stupid" I mumbled into my blanket.

He chuckled and left, closing the door behind him. He apologized to me but I didn't take it, he didn't deserve forgiveness after what happened.

-Thursday
"The new heir shouldn't be acting like this" Jin teased, I rolled my eyes.

"Leave me alone Hyung" I groaned.

"C'mon Jungkook-ah, look on the bright side. I mean she hasn't even accepted what you truly are yet" he smiled, it just made me worse.

What does she think of me?

Does she still feel the same way I do?

"I'm sure she still likes you Kook, you just have to trust her and wait for her to approach you" he said as he walked towards the door way.

I do, I trust her with my life.

I just want her to trust me with hers.

-Friday
"C'mon Jungkook, Jin spotted a few elk in the woods. If you're fast enough you can catch your own" Taehyung said.

I was hungry, I sighed and sat up. I could hear him getting excited behind me.

He knew he would get me to stand up.

PAIGE;
A few days passed and I haven't seen Jungkook since his 'outburst'.

I felt bad, I wanted so bad to forgive him, I have.

I believed him the second he said that he wouldn't hurt me. I even believed Taehyung when he said that they didn't do the killings.

I just want to see him.

I was collecting Jungkook's work and completing it for him throughout the week. I had to, I made the boy distant.

It was the last class of the day as I walked up to the teachers desk.

"Jungkook's work?" She asked as I nodded.

"How is he doing?" She asked as she went to get it.

"He's doing fine, still trying to get over his cold" I answered, a lie of course.

"Ok. Well tell him I hope he gets better" she said handing me a folder with his work from today.

"I will, thank you" I smiled and left.

I got in my car and set all his work in the folder. The completed and uncompleted.

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I knocked on the house door and waited for a response. Everyone was home by the looks of it.

The door soon opened, I hoped it was Jungkook but it wasn't.

It was Jimin.

"Hey pretty girl" he greeted with a smirk.

"Hey" I said, "Is Jungkook home?"

"I wish he wasn't" he said looking me up and down.

I groaned, "Where is he?"

"Oh honey, you don't know?" He asked.

"Know what?" I asked.

"You broke the poor boy's heart. He's been depressed for a good week. He wouldn't speak or eat. Until an hour ago, they went hunting" he smiled.

"Well can I see him?" I asked, he moved aside and let me in.

He led me outside as I set the folder down on the table.

Jimin stopped by the door. Everyone else was standing to the side, looking at me.

Taehyung saw me and did a small wave, I returned the gesture. I walked out further in front of them to see him.

I stared at Jungkook. He was shirtless and was eating an elk, he probably just caught it.

I stared at him, more like admired him. His back muscles were breathtaking.

There was a strong gust of wind that passed by me. My hair flew and followed the direction of the wind.

Jungkook froze as his head snapped up. He stood up and dropped the elk he was eating.

He turned around and I saw him. His adorable doe eyes that I missed were now red. His lips were covered in blood as it slowly trickled to his chin.

"Jungkook..." I whispered, that's all it took.

In the blink of an eye he came up to me. I was pushed to the side of the house, with his body pressed against mine.

He leaned his head down and dug it in the crook of my neck. I could feel his blood-covered lips smearing my skin.

I didn't care, I just wanted to be in his arms again. The world disappeared as we stayed like that for awhile.

He took a deep breath and inhaled deeply... he was smelling me?

"I missed you" he mumbled.

"Who doesn't" I chuckled, more like teased.

He hugged me tighter, "Mm" he said snuggling his face deeper into my neck.

"I missed you too Kookie" I smiled as I caressed his back, goosebumps following my touch as I did.

"A few days without you and I completely lost my mind. I like it. It's crazy, like my subconscious is linked to yours" he kissed my neck.

"I'm sorry" he apologized.

"Stop, I understand. I would freak out if a secret this big was revealed under different circumstances" I said as he hugged me more.

"But..." I added as he looked at me. His eyes were back to brown, "I want to understand more. I want to know everything"

Jungkook stuttered for an answer until Jin walked up and spoke for him.

"It's only right" he said as he looked around at his brothers. They all sighed and nodded.

"Midnight" he looked at Jungkook, "At the usual place"