Behind The Scenes of the vlogs

35. Natalie is asking Jeff to kiss her

(trust me on this one okay?)
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Jeff, Natalie and David all flew to Austin, Texas for an event that David and Jeff. Natalie flew with them, well, because David needed her.

They did whatever they had to do all day, talking to fans and filming for the vlogs, but they wanted to have some fun at the club too. So they decided to spend the night there, at the club, and then fly back to LA the morning.

They got ready and attended a big party knowing that they would most likely drink a lot. David felt that Natalie would want to drink so he decided to stay sober. He wanted to take care of his friends, he didn't drink that much anyway.

At the club Natalie was next to David all night, a lot of people approached the two to hit on one of them but they both kindly said no. Jeff was flirting with pretty much every girl he saw at the party. Natalie noticed David wasn't drinking. "Here" she let him hold her drink. "Have some"

"I prefer not to" he gave her back her drink. He didn't want to say anything while he was drunk. This trip was difficult him, being so close but yet so far away from Natalie. Being around Jeff and Natalie he felt like he had no chance getting together with Natalie. Jeff was so perfect, she must have a crush on him. There's no way.

But Natalie didn't. She liked how flirty he was though, because she missed flirting with people. Jeff was the one that was flirty but also respectful. But she knew they wouldn't be good for each other. She didn't like him that way.

What she hoped for was David flirting with her. She wanted him to get drunk and hit on her and then she could finally admit her feelings. But he was so closed off.

"Come onn! We have people driving us to the airport" she tried to convince him to drink. His look made her stop. "Okay" she raised her hands letting him know that he wasn't chill.

Natalie walked away and David followed her with his eyes. He wanted to make sure she wouldn't do anything stupid. He saw her drink two shots from far away and then she got lost in the crowd. "Ugh" he sighed knowing that he was buzzkill. He asked for a glass of alcohol, whatever that was, he would drink it. He quickly drank it all and started looking for Natalie.

But she had found Jeff. Laying on the floor with a beer in his hand. "You got drunk with beer?" she asked him and helped him get up.
"Um, I don't think so" he acted like it's the first time he sees beer in his hands. He could tell Natalie was drunk and he smiled. "Are you having fun?"
"Meh" she laughed and then stopped. "Your stupid friend is not having fun though" she pointed at some random guy but they both knew that she was talking about David.
"Let him be" Jeff tapped her shoulder and she looked at his hand touching her.
"See?" she got upset. "How do people like you touch me like that and make me feel nothing, but that one guy makes me blush only by looking at me!"
"Natalie let's go find David" Jeff pushes her knowing that she was drunk.
"No. No!" she wrapped her arms around Jeff. "Let's kiss! And make him jealous" she smiled and touched his lip with her finger.
"Natalie! Us kissing won't make him jealous. It will only make him mad" he took her hand away from his face.

He held her hand and looked around for David. "Let's go to the airport" he pointed at Natalie when he finally found him. "She needs to get out of here"

David got in the passengers seat while Jeff was with Natalie in the back. She was sleeping on the way to the airport, but she still had a drink in her hand. She was dreaming of how maybe this all trip was a lie, and David did make a move.

They got in the airport and David went to grab coffee and breakfast. Natalie was now awake, but still very much drunk. Jeff was sitting right next to her, feeling uncomfortable knowing that she tried to kiss him earlier.
"Did something happen?" Natalie asked him when he was silent.
"Between us? No nothing" he answered but still didn't look at her.
"Are you sure?" she turned and looked at him.
"Well, you did try to kiss me to make David jealous" he smiled. "But we didn't"
"Why?"
"Because we don't like each other like that Natalie. You like David and I don't like anyone. It would be wrong" he answered calmly.
"Hey! I don't like David" she lied and hit his arm.
"Sure" he said once again.
"And why would it be wrong?" she asked knowing deep down that kissing Jeff would be a mistake.

Right before Jeff talked, David came back holding breakfast for her and coffee. Jeff hit David's arm and walked away leaving the two friends alone.
"He's pussy" Natalie laughed and took a sip of the coffee.
"What were you talking about?" David smiled.
"You" she answered and then regretted it. "I mean us" she said and still didn't like the way it sound. "Us as if me and Jeff"
"Oh" David choked on the piece of bread. He didn't know that Natalie would actually hit on him. She wasn't into men like him. "There's you and Jeff now?" he asked trying to remain cool.
"No, because he's scared of you" she was talking and didn't even think of what she was saying.
"Scared?"
"Yeah he said that if he kissed me you would get mad and not jealous" she said and started feeling upset. "You know? Why are you like that?" she teared up.

David looked into her eyes. He didn't like watching her cry.

"You don't let other people hit on me!" she tried not to cry. "You keep people away from me" she could feel the tears running down her cheeks. And David didn't know what to say. "Why do you exist? Why am I even here. You're the worst" she cried.

"Nat" David tried to calm her down since they were in the airport but she was now too upset.

"You keep people away from me. You scare people off, and all because you want me to be alone. But I don't wanna be alone. And you don't let people hit on me, okay! But you don't do shit either. You don't make a move. You don't flirt. You just want me to be alone and crave you more and more. You like to see me alone, next to you. But alone" she was hitting his arm and he vision was poor, from all the tears running down her cheeks and he just sat there letting her hitting him, tearing up too. He didn't know she felt that way. He never understood how selfish he was.

"Nat let's not talk about this now okay? We're not alone and you're drunk. We do gotta talk because" he wiped his tears too but didn't know how to say that he actually liked her. He was afraid. He tried to touch Natalie's arm when she surprised him by slapping his face.

"Say it" she cried and David stayed still.
"Natalie" he clenched his jaw. "Stop" he basically warned her.
"If you don't say it David I swear to god. You either like me back or you don't. It's that easy! Say it!" she was more upset.

"Natalie I like you so fucking much" he tried not to scream. "Now can we shut up and talk about it sober?" he begged for her and didn't look her way.

Natalie's heart was beating faster than ever. Everything she ever wanted. And it almost felt like she was sober. She smiled at him and hoped he would turn his head and look at her.

His serious face changed when he did turn and watch her smiley face. "Come on" he laughed. She rested her head on his chest and she felt his heart beating as fast as hers was beating.

"I would kiss you right now but-" she got interrupted by David's lips blocking hers. He kissed her passionately knowing really well that she wasn't that drunk and hoping that she would remember everything the next morning. He cupped her face and when he was done kissing her he touched with his forehead, hers.

"No buts" he commented. "I love you"