Behind The Scenes of the vlogs

54. Panic Attack

It was a big day for David Dobrik. Natalie read to him that he would go on the Golden Globes. The actual award show. He was super excited and so was Natalie knowing that she would be there with him.

Everything started few weeks prior to the Golden Globes when people came and go to the house to find the right outfit for David. "He's gonna wear all black this time too" Natalie joked and continued going through the several black pants she was looking at.

She was all in for big nights and important things but she was also getting real quick anxious. She just couldn't wait for the whole thing to happen.

On the actual day, Natalie went to get makeup and hair done, and went back home to wear her dress and attend the show with David and their friends. Hoping on the car, she couldn't stop worrying about how many people was going to be there and how David should behave well and not say anything bad. She fully trusted him, alway, she was just nervous since it was the Golden Globes.

When they arrived to the show Natalie couldn't stop sweating. "Nat is everything okay?" Jason asked when he felt her wet dress.

"I'm just really sweaty" she admitted and they continued following David.

As everyone thought it would go, everything was great, they talked to many people, they were casual and normal and perfect. "Now we have the after party" David announced to his friends and waited for Natalie's reaction. He felt like she didn't want to go but he also knew that she would never ask him not to go. "I say we don't go" David said avoiding eye contact with Natalie trying to make it believable that he doesn't wanna go.

"Nooo why?" Jason asked, as he was super excited for the after party, when David glanced at Natalie, Jason immediately understood and stopped dancing around "yeah maybe it's better if we go somewhere just the four of us"

"What? Guys wait, we came to the freaking Golden Globes and we're gonna miss the after party?" Natalie actually said now thinking like David was thinking.

Her best friend knowing about her panic attacks, wanted to avoid going to the party because there were probably going to be lots of paparazzi as well. He thought that Natalie wouldn't want to do that. "Wait you actually wanna go to the party?" he asked concerned

"Yeah" she said and looked out of the window excited. "Are you kidding me it's the Golden Globes!" she said looking at the people leaving the place and going to the party. David looked at her and then looked back at the road, she seemed so excited.

Pulling into the parking lot, they witnessed the amount of people that were waiting for the cars only to blind the celebrities that way to have fun with their flash.

"Okay guys are you ready?" David asked and looked at Natalie right before he opened his door.

Natalie's eyes were now red and her heart was beating fast. She really wanted to overcome this problem she had as she felt like she was keeping the crew from having fun. "So ready" she lied and she opened her door.

"DAVID! DAVID DOBRIK! NATALIE! JASON JASON" she heard and her ears started to ache. She wanted to get out of the car but there was this one guy that was blocking the way because he wanted to take pictures of the inside of their car.

"Jeez" she only said and tried to open her door.

"Oh I'm sorry" the guy stepped away when other paparazzi asked him to do so. Now Natalie could get out of the car and follow David. She opened her door a little more and watched David trying to walk between these huge men with huge cameras. Only seeing them attacking David like that, she started feeling nauseous.

"Jason I don't think I can go out there" she said to Jason who was still in the car with her but he couldn't hear her from all the noise.

David was walking kind of slow when he looked behind to see if everybody was okay. "Hold on" he said to his security guard. "Where's Nat I told you to follow Nat not me" David walked past these paparazzi so he could go back to his car.

While he was doing that everyone screamed about how mad David looked, and how Natalie was hit by a paparazzi. People said random things because they saw that Natalie didn't follow and even though that it wasn't true, David tried to find that guy that hit Natalie on his way to her.

"Hey, hey, hey" he calmly said to her and held her arm. "Hold on" he closed her door and walked to his side of the car. "You go in, we're coming back in a while" he demanded while his security guard didn't agree. "Go!" David only said trying to not make a scene in front of all these people.

His friends found their way to the door while all of the paparazzis were pointing their cameras to David. "Everything is fine, we will be back in a minute okay, everything is totally fine" he smiled and got in the car. He only wanted to drive a few blocks away just so he could talk to her but he saw paparazzis following him so David drove away. "Talk to me" he said looking at the road.

"It's okay really, we can go back now" she tried not to cry because she knew that people would over react.

"No I think we should go back home. I'll call someone to hang out with you and then I'll come over later" he suggested and immediately realized how bad that sounded "OR we could go home and stay just us" he stopped the car. "And that's it, we're not attending that's stupid party"

"It's not stupid" she laughed and he did too. "And people are waiting for you. We should go. You should go" she tried to be supportive. He knew that her whole body was shaking and she was sweaty as hell, and her chest was burning, but she still wanted to go through that for him.

"I love you" he kissed her hands and she laughed.

"Stop" she took her hands. "I love you too" she said once David wasn't looking. "Now drive, people are going crazy that we left"

When David pulled up in that Tesla again people were yelling even louder trying to make them say what happened. David stopped and opened his door "I know it's silly for me to ask but can you all-" he steered saying wanting to make everyone be quieter and make space for his best friend.

"Dave" she interrupted him because she didn't want to make this a big deal. David smiled and walked around the car to open Natalie's door. He offered her his hand and she held it. As soon as that happened everybody started asking questions about them.

David walked in front of Natalie while holding both of her hands. She tried to be smiley so no one understood what actually happened earlier.

"Are you guys dating?" someone asked for the tenth time in four seconds.

"No sorry" he answered and continued walking through them.

"How's Liza?" someone asked and David smiled.

"I hope she's good" he brought Natalie next to him and then he made her walk in front of him. As she was walking in front of him they were still holding hands while his other hand was on her waist. "It's over" he whispered in her ear so no one could hear him.

A big guy opened the door and David made sure that Natalie was inside safe and fine. He stayed on the door looking at the paparazzi. "Thanks for understanding guys you're awesome. Have fun tonight" he greeted everyone and walked inside to find Natalie smiling at him.

"You're so nice" she rubbed his hand and he blushed.

"Are you okay?" he asked and looked around to find Jason. Natalie nodded bringing their hands to her chest. She was so thankful to have him beside her.

———— this has never happened but is inspired by the videos from the actual Golden Globes after party with all those paparazzi talking to David ————

———— the video is NOT mine obviously ————