4 A.M. Thoughts

Fine

You know what

Fine

I'll come back to reality

I will leave dream-like

Because dream-like is changing

Telling me to go

Because dream-like gets it

I need to come back to reality

So fine

Im back

With nothing with me

No wishes

No hope

Nothing

Because thats what reality wants

Thats what reality knows

It knows im nothing

It knows me all to well

It will always know me

Reality is most definately cruel

But it shows me truth

And it doesnt give me

Any form of hope

Why would it?

Reality isnt supposed to be that way

Its not supposed to be hopeful

Thats dream-like

Not reality

But at least reality tells the truth

And wont send mixed signals

Reality is like a gut feeling

It always knows when

When you are being lied to

When you drift to far

When you get played

Or anything else

So fine

Have it your way reality

I'll join your world

A world where i will get hurt

A world where i am vulnerable

The world i so desperately

Tried to run from

But i guess it will always catch up

Every fucking time

Fine...

Im tired of running

Im tired of being lied to

So reality,

Im back

But dont hold me too tight

Or i might just disappear