Im sorry
I know that wont fix anything
But i never actually apologized
I broke so many promises
I went back on my word
And yet you still stayed
Kind of
I stopped talking
And then it went back to platonic
I guess thats all we are going to be
Its just going to have to stay that way
Because even though i love you
More than life itself,
I dont deserve you
She does
She loves you
And its clearly noticable
So Ill back off
And I'll leave you alone
So she can have you
And the both of you can be happy
All i want is for you to be happy
And i understand that its not with me
Im sorry for all the pain i put you through
Im sorry for all the promises i broke
But i havent broken two of them
And im not going to break those two
I love you
But all i want is your happiness
Even if its not me making you happy
Sure it might hurt for a while
But i guess I'll get over it
Im going to have to
I was once the person that made you smile
But now she is
And if your happy,
Then thats all that matters
YOU ARE READING
4 A.M. Thoughts
RandomJust some things i write when i can't stop thinking. Most of it is trash but i feel like sharing it
