Im tired
Tired of fighting this fucked up battle
Where the odds always win
Im tired of thinking
Thinking of the same fucking things
Im tired of feeling this way
Im tired of having to fight
Fight for other people
Because i am in this alone
Truly
Nobody gives two shits about me
No need to lie straight to my face
I have nobody
Ive lost everyone
I have no one to go to
I cant talk about my issues
And im tired of my issues
Im tired of stress
Im tired of feeling worthless
No matter how hard i try
I will always be tired
Tired of everything
It would be great if i had a true friend
Throughout this
But i know im asking for too much
So i will stay tired
And i will fight this fucked up war
All by myself
Im not going to bother anybody
I will just leave everybody alone
So it makes everybody's life easier
Because im especially tired of being blamed for everything going wrong
I know i fucked up
I know that
And im sorry....
But right now
Im just tired
But nobody seems to see that
Why did i expect any different?
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4 A.M. Thoughts
RandomJust some things i write when i can't stop thinking. Most of it is trash but i feel like sharing it
