4 A.M. Thoughts

Late night conversations with myself

Now that you are going to sleep, lets go over everything you did wrong.

Why would i want to do that?

You dont. But we are going to anyway. Just like we do every night

Please no. I just want to sleep. I already know i fucked up. I dont want to think about it right now.

What about your selfishness? Wanna go over that?

ABSOLUTELY NOT! Thats something im trying to fix. Although you wouldn't know that.... but i took the first step. I think..

Are you sure? Because you still feel bad. You keep rethinking that one conversation in your head. And you thought you were trying to help them...

Shut the fuck up! I dont want to think about it. But since i am, yeah i fucked up. Am i going to be able to fix it? Probably not.

So you admit you messed up?

Yes now can i please go to sleep?

Of course

And tomorrow night the cycle will continue...just like it does every night