Its great
But its terrible
I want to tell you everything
But at the same time I dont
Because if i tell you,
You will think im crazy
For still feeling this way
After everything thats happened to us
But if i dont tell you
Then you will still leave
Because i wont open up
And i really want to
But i dont want to face the consequences
They scare me
Truly scare me
Not much scares me
But losing you terrifies me...
So right now my mind is clashing
Between do it and dont
I can't decide
Which one is better
Or if both are just worse
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4 A.M. Thoughts
RandomJust some things i write when i can't stop thinking. Most of it is trash but i feel like sharing it