4 A.M. Thoughts

The end of all things

The end is slowly coming
Will you accept your fate
Or will you fall to your knees
And beg for more time
There is so much we could have done
But we as a whole
Will never really achieve anything
You always set goals
But little do you know
Once you reach one
You set a new one
It never ends
So you never achieve what you want
We die unhappy

The end is slowly coming
Not for the whole world
But it might as well
Because it feels as if
An asteroid is coming
Full speed
Right into the middle of everything
I would love to speak to it
And ask why it chose to do that
Because everything has a choice
Even if it doesnt realize it

The end is near
And i honestly dont know
How to feel about it
Because there is so much i would like to say
That i never actually will
Because it pointless
Everything i want to say
Is always going to be pointless..
And thats just the way it is

The end is near
How do you feel about that
You probably dont realize that
Because you dont see the asteroid
That is closing in at full speed
Thats okay
It will hurt less for you
And everyone else who doesnt see it
It wont constantly bother you
Like it does to the people who see it
We are a special breed
We see and feel things
That nobody else can
Sometimes its scary
But in the end
Its okay i guess

The end is around the corner
And i know this because
Its all i can think about
I go back to the past
And i realize
The end was always closing in
It chooses its time
We cant
So we say yolo
When we want to do something
But that is no way to live
You must choose wisely
Make the right  decisions
So you dont look stupid afterwards

The end is looking right at me
Saying its time
That its okay
Just close your eyes
Remember the good times
And just focus on that
The pain wont exist
Just focus on the good
But i see no good
My world is grey
And some shades of blue
But the toxic Windex blue
The no good blue
But i still focus on blue
Becaue blue is my color
Its my happy place
It always has been

The end is right next to me
And the asteroid is beautiful
But i remember that its deadly
Yet i still admire it
Because it too
Is broken in spots
But still shines
Its red
But red is pretty too

The end is here
And everything is on fire
Yet the chaos is gorgeous
Its symbolic in a way
Because people slowly realize
They are out of time
They can't do that thing they wanted
I can't say what i truly wanted
Maybe thats for the better
Maybe its for the worst

The end speaks to me
And says its okay
Just focus on blue
So thats what i do
I focus on blue
But green
And orange
And purple want to shine through
I focus on blue
So i can be blue
I want to be blue
I want my happy place

The end was here
But then it left
And came back again
Full throttle
This is officially
The end of all things
But im the only one that sees that
Because im scarily aware of everything