4 A.M. Thoughts

This is me breaking

I know that i am not good for anyone

I know that thie feeling should only be platonic

But its not

And right now
I don't care

I know its one sided

Ive come to terms with it

But you need to know...

And im probably going to lose my bestfriend. But right now, i have to tell you

Even though i shouldnt love you this way

I do

And to be honest

I never really stopped

And i know

I already used up my second chances

So i need you to know this

But dont let it change our friendship

Please

I cant lose another person

Not right now in my time of hell